When I was nine years old, I killed a man.
I grew up in a cult.
Lia’s statements from Two Truths and a Lie came back to me, and suddenly, it occurred to me that—per the rules of the game—both of those statements could be true, so long as what she’d said about considering shaving Michael’s head was not.
It would be just like Lia to tell outrageous truths and a joking, mundane lie.
Once upon a time, your name was Sadie. Now wasn’t the time to profile Lia, but I couldn’t stop it, any more than Sloane could have stopped looking for the Fibonacci dates. Someone used to give you gifts for being a good girl. You were on the streets by the time you were thirteen. Sometime before that, you learned not to trust anyone. You learned to lie.
Dean’s brown eyes settled on Lia. Their history was palpable in the air. For a moment, it was like no one else was in the room.
“You think we’re dealing with some kind of cult,” Dean said.
“You’re the profiler, Dean,” Lia responded, never looking away from his face. “You tell me.”
A string of victims every three years, killed in prescriptive ways on dates dictated by the Fibonacci sequence.
There was an unquestionable element of ritual to that.
“Say we are dealing with a cult,” Michael said, keeping his voice casual, never looking at Lia. “Does that make our guy a member?”
I turned the question over in my head. Lia answered it.
“Cult 101,” she said. “You don’t talk to outsiders.” Her voice was strangely flat. “You don’t tell them what they’re not blessed enough to know.”
The numbers on the wrists. The Fibonacci spiral. If there was some kind of group operating behind the scenes, they’d managed to avoid detection for more than six decades—until someone had turned Sloane onto the code.
Lia didn’t need experience with this cult to see meaning in that. “I’m going to go play some poker.” She stood up, shedding her previous affect as easily as someone stepping out of a dress. “If you try to stop me,” she said with a smile that looked so real, I almost believed it, “if you try to come with me, I will make you regret it.” She flounced to the door. Dean started to stand, and she gave him a look. A silent conversation passed between them.
She loved him, but right now, she didn’t want him. She didn’t want anyone.
Lia rarely showed us her true self. But what we’d just seen was more than that. The flat voice, the words she’d said—that wasn’t just the real Lia. That was the girl she’d spent years running from.
That was Sadie.
“Parting gift,” Lia said on her way out, twirling a finger through her jet-black hair, no sign of that girl in her now, “for those of you who might be a little slow on the uptake. Whoever our killer is, I’d bet a lot of money that he’s not a part of this group. If he were, the cult would be monitoring him. And if they were monitoring him and they found out that he’d shared even one of their secrets?” Lia shrugged, the very picture of careless indifference. “He wouldn’t be our problem. He’d already be dead.”
YOU
You step out into the fresh air. Inside, you’re smiling. Outside, you show a different face to the world. People have their expectations, after all, and you would hate to disappoint.
Drowning, fire, the old man impaled on the arrow, strangling Camille.
The knife is next.
Then beating a man to death with your bare hands.
Poison will be easy. Eloquent.
And then the last two—dealer’s choice. There should be nine ways. If you were in charge, there would be.
Three times three times three.
Nine is the number of victims. Three is the number of years between.
Nine seats at the table.
You pause at the doors to the Desert Rose. Not your preferred hunting grounds, of course. But a fine place to visit. A fine place to look at what you have made.
A fine place to anoint number five.
Everything is going according to plan. Word of your kills is spreading. You know they monitor others with similar proclivities. Looking for talent. For threats.
The Masters will finally see you for what you really are.
What you have become.
Michael announced he was going after Lia less than a minute after she left.
“She doesn’t want you there, Townsend,” Dean said tersely. Lia didn’t want Dean there, either. It was killing him not to go after her, but as protective as he was, Dean would only push Lia so far.
“Luckily for us,” Michael replied airily, “I’ve never met a bad idea I did not immediately embrace like the dearest of friends.” He went into his room, and when he came out, he was putting on a casual blazer, looking every inch the trust-fund kid. “I believe Lia when she says that she will make me regret going after her,” he told Dean. “But it just so happens regrets are a specialty of mine.”
Michael buttoned the top button on his jacket and waltzed out the door.
“Michael and Lia have been physically involved no fewer than seven times.” Sloane seemed to think volunteering that information might prove helpful.
Dean’s jaw tightened slightly.
“Don’t,” I told him. “She’s safer with him than she is alone.”
Whatever Lia had been feeling when she walked out the door, Michael would have seen it. And my gut was telling me that he’d felt it, too. Of all of us, Michael and Lia were the most similar to each other. It was why they’d been drawn together when he’d first come to the program, and why, as a couple, they’d never worked long-term.