Her hands tightened around his shoulders in response to the very carnal visuals that were now running through her head. When she put her hands on his shoulders she had no idea, but she wasn't willing to let him go out of fear that her trembling legs would give out.
"That's not what I meant," she said weakly even as she tilted her head to the side to give him better access to her neck as he licked and kissed his way down.
"You don't want to live out a few fantasies?" he asked against her neck as his hand slid from her hip, down her thigh until it went past the edge of her t-shirt and them moved up under the t-shirt. His warm hand moved up her bare skin until it was once again resting on her bare hip.
Yes, she really did. In fact she had about a hundred fantasies that she would love to live out with him. "We'll talk afterwards?" she asked, gasping when his hand moved to her bottom.
Chapter 21
They really should be talking, but he knew that talking could lead to the decision that they should never do this again so he was going to be an ass**le and get his fill before that. He didn't know what she wanted or what he could give her and was in no rush to end this. He wanted her too badly to do the right thing right now.
When she'd left this morning he'd been determined to do the right thing by her. Letting her walk away was one of the hardest things he'd ever done in his life. If Bill hadn't bugged the hell out of him until he gave in and helped him out with the annoying cocky bastard he probably would have done something stupid like go after Joe and promise her things they both knew he couldn't deliver.
During the time he spent trying to teach Greg how to use the equipment he thought about her. He loved her, they both knew that and he never wanted to hurt her, but he would. He didn't know how to be what she needed because he never cared enough to try that for any other woman. He'd love to be the man that could take care of her and be there for her, but he had some serious doubts about his own abilities.
After he'd finally had enough of putting up with Greg's bullshit he went home, showered, and tried not to think of her, but it had been a losing battle from the beginning. He gave in not too long ago because he promised himself that they'd have tonight and tomorrow before she had to go to New Hampshire and then they'd see where things took them from there. He knew it would probably lead to nothing, but he couldn't help but give himself a little hope that he could be more to her.
"Hell," he groaned when his fingers brushed against her slit.
She was wet, soaking wet and the knowledge that a few simple touches had turned her on almost as much as him nearly sent him to his knees. A second later the thought of her soaking wet did send him to his knees.
When she spread her legs without a word he had to suppress a groan. He had a feeling that she'd be demanding in bed and he couldn't be happier about that fact. He pushed up her t-shirt and kissed the skin he exposed. He followed the smooth strong thigh that smelled of vanilla up until he came to his new favorite sweet spot and pressed a kiss against the puffy moist lips.
Joe's moan caught his attention and when he looked up she grabbed the hem of her t-shirt and pulled it up and off, letting it drop to the ground next to them. He'd seen her na**d dozens of times, but seeing her leaning against the wall with her legs spread and ready for him almost had him losing it.
He frantically grabbed onto his self-control and forced himself to relax. Last night, or rather this morning he'd f**ked her hard and fast and didn't get a chance to enjoy the body that had starred in every fantasy he'd ever had. Today he would not make that mistake.
Keeping his eyes locked on her face he leaned in and ran the tip of his tongue through her wet folds. He did it again when she licked her lips and closed her eyes in pleasure. When her flavor hit his tongue he groaned and licked her again, desperate for another taste.
She tasted so good, better than he ever imagined she would and he wanted more. He ignored the demand his dick made to be freed and reached up and gently spread her folds open with his fingers.
Beautiful, absolutely beautiful, he thought as he leaned in to lick her from core to clit. When she fisted her hands in his hair he did it again this time flicking the tip of his tongue over her cl*t before pulling it between his lips and suckling gently.
"Eric," she moaned.
He gave her cl*t one last pull before sitting back and slid a finger inside of her, slowly. For a moment he was content to watch his finger slide in and out of her, but the need to taste her again became too strong to ignore. He kept his finger inside of her as he kissed, licked and suckled her clit.
All too soon he felt her body tighten around his finger. One minute the sounds of his groans and her panting and soft moans could be heard in the room and the next she was screaming his name and holding his mouth tightly to her core. He felt her body slump against the wall and before her legs gave out he had her in his arms and was carrying her to her room.
"What now?" she asked, panting and desperately trying to catch her breath as he laid her carefully on top of her bed.
"Now," he said, reaching back and grabbing a fistful of his shirt, "we move onto the next fantasy."
*******
"Not yet," Eric grumbled against her mouth as his hand caught hers heading south, again.
His next fantasy as it turned out to be a bit of a surprise. After he stripped his clothes off and climbed under the sheet to join her, he kissed her. That was it. His hands didn't wander and every time one of hers tried to he stopped her and just kept on kissing her.
They'd been kissing for at least a half an hour and it didn't appear as though he was going to grow bored anytime soon. Actually, he seemed to be really enjoying himself. At least the incredibly hard erection poking her and the way he moaned against her mouth let her know that he liked what they were doing. Truth be told she loved it as well. She loved the way he held her in his arms, ran his hands over her back soothingly while he slowly devoured her mouth.
Unfortunately it turned her on a little too much and left her aching. If he didn't do something soon she was going to kill him that's all there was to it. When several minutes passed and he still didn't do anything she decided it was time to take the reins. She moved her hands up his chest as she moved to sit up, giving him no choice but to lie on his back or break the kiss.
When he laid back she didn't hesitate. She threw her leg over his waist and straddled him. He didn't seem to register the move until she ground herself against his hard length. Then he let out a pained groan and tried to roll her back onto her side, but she wasn't having that.
She rolled her h*ps forward before pushing back. When she felt the silky head of his erection press at her entrance she didn't hesitate in pushing back until he was sliding inside of her. He felt so damn good. He wasn't her first lover, but he was undoubtedly the best.
He was also the first man she'd ever had unprotected sex with and god help her but she never wanted anything to come between them. She wasn't worried about catching something from him. They both got tested every six months whether or not they'd been with someone and she knew it had been a long time for him. She also wasn't worried about getting pregnant. She'd been on birth control since she was sixteen out of fear that she'd screw up like her mother.
"I wasn't done," he complained even as he rolled his h*ps to fill her.
"Yes, you were," she said breathlessly as she gave him one last kiss before sitting up.
Never in her life had she felt fuller. She swore she could feel the tip of his penis inside of her. It felt good, better than good and she wanted more. Slowly, she moved up and dropped back down on him, earning a groan from him. She did it again, this time more slowly. He felt so good sliding inside of her. She met his eyes and nearly moaned when he licked his lips hungrily.
Sex had never been this good before. Her body never tingled in pleasure like this before and she'd never felt so close to losing control like this. Her body felt so good with him inside of her. She ran her fingers through her hair as she slowly rode him, letting the hair drop all around and noted the way he watched her.
She loved the way he looked at her, the way he made her feel and wanted more. She wanted him to hold her while they made love, needed it more than anything. He must have felt the same way. Before she could cover him with her body he was sitting up and wrapping his arms around her.
For a moment she thought he was simply doing it to take over like a few guys had done in the past, but when he made no move to take over she knew he'd done it just to hold her. The realization almost made her cry, but she held it back as she wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him as she slowly rode him.
"I love you, Joe," he said against her lips.
"I love you too, Eric," she said, seconds before he swallowed her screams.
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"This is a fantasy for you?" she asked, unable to hide her disbelief.
"Oh yeah," Eric said, pulling her closer.
"Seriously?"
"Mmmhmmm," he said, pressing a kiss to the back of her neck.
"Yes, now be quiet the good part is coming."
She sighed heavily as she settled back against Eric's chest and settled in to watch the horrible action flick that only a guy could appreciate. She wasn't exactly sure how spooning on her couch and watching a movie that was threatening to put her to sleep counted as a fantasy. They'd done this a thousand times already.
Okay, granted they'd never done this na**d with only a throw blanket covering them from the waist down and Eric's hand cupping her breast, but still. When he told her he wanted to live out his fantasies she was thinking a strip tease, licking whip cream off each other and a hundred other things she'd thought of over the years.
When his lips touched her neck she tilted her head to the side to give him better access. His hand tightened around her breast as he teasingly traced her hard aching nipple with his thumb. She was just about to roll over onto her back so that she could kiss him when she felt the head of his erection slide against her bottom.
"You have no idea how many times I've imagined doing this to you while I held you in my arms," he explained as he slowly pushed inside of her.
"You imagined doing this?" she asked, trying not to moan as he slid all the way home.
"Constantly."
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"Oh, god," Eric groaned as his orgasm ripped through him. His hands tightened on her hips, holding her in place as he suffered through her body throbbing around his sensitive shaft.
When she dropped face first on the mattress he wasn't far behind. He rolled onto his side and pulled her into his arms. His eyes shot to the alarm clock and he couldn't help but wince. It was after three in the morning and she had to drive up to New Hampshire for her classes in a few hours.
He opened his mouth to tell her he'd drive her, but then stopped himself. He couldn't go with her. She would be gone for three days and they needed that time to figure out what the hell they'd done and what they wanted. Even if she was willing to risk what they had he wasn't sure that he was.