“I’ll go with you,” Poe said. “You need at least two for driving, and three’s better.”
They turned as a group, looked at Shaun when he came in. He shoved up his glasses.
“What?”
“Food supplies and propane are down,” Poe said.
“Yeah? Well, we’ve been eating and living, so supplies go down.” He walked to the pantry, came out with a can of Coke. “This is my ration, and I don’t drink coffee or tea.”
“How much else have you taken out of there?”
“Why me?” he shot back at Poe.
“Because, brother, you’ve got guilt all over you.”
“Bull. If anybody’s taking stuff, it’s probably you so you don’t lose any frigging muscle tone. And you know what? I don’t have to take this crap from you, from anybody. It’s my damn house.”
“One you wouldn’t have gotten to without the rest of us,” Poe reminded him, and stood, using his impressive height and build. “It’s everybody’s damn house now. It’s everybody’s supplies. And nobody takes more than his share.”
“Screw you.” But Shaun’s eyes sparkled with more than defiance. Seeing it, sensing the anger building in Poe, Max stepped forward.
“Easy,” he murmured to Poe, then turned to Shaun. “If I go up to your room, am I going to find food stashed?”
“You’ve got no right to go into my room. Who made you captain of the damn ship, anyway? You’re only here because I did Eric a favor.”
“Dude.” Eddie let out a sigh. “Weak. And you just copped to it.”
“So the frick what? So I took a fricking bag of fricking Doritos. I got hungry.”
“That’s bad enough, but it’s more than that,” Lana said. “There’s more food gone than that.”
“Fine, I made some damn mac and cheese one night. I couldn’t sleep. Sue me.”
“And the canned pasta and stew, the soup?” Lana asked.
“Not on me!” Now tears glittered on his lashes behind his glasses. “Canned stew’s revolting. I took Doritos and the mac and cheese, and okay, a couple of the snack cakes. That’s it. I get nervous at night. I eat when I’m nervous.”
“What’s going on?” The raised voices had Kim rushing in, with Eric and Allegra strolling in behind her.
“They’re bent out of shape because I ate some Doritos.”
“Because you took more than your share,” Lana corrected.
“What else do you do when you’re nervous at night?” Poe demanded. “Do you sleep with the lights on, turn up the heat in your room?”
“I read. Okay, I read, but I’ve got a book light. I use my book light. And I like the room cool to sleep. You could ask my fricking roommate if he wasn’t dead.”
Tears spilled then as he dropped down on a stool.
“Hey, chill, everybody.” Smiling a little, Eddie held out his hands. “No big. So Shaun got the munchies.”
“He took more than his share.” Max’s voice hardened. “More than we all agreed. We have to think of the group as a whole, not just ourselves. We’re down food and propane because someone got selfish.”
“It’s not all on me! I didn’t take any disgusting stew.”
“Jesus, get off his back.” Eric patted Shaun’s knee. “It’s not the end of the world because, hey, that pretty much already happened.”
Hands clenched at his sides, Max stepped forward. He knew his brother. He recognized the attitude. “Did you help yourself, Eric?”
“What if I did? Are you going to vote me off the island? Who crowned you king around here? You bring this guy—who wasn’t even invited—and his stupid dog. Without them, we’d have more food anyway.”
“Harsh, dude,” Eddie commented.
Because her temper jumped, Lana fought for calm. Shouting, she thought, accusations, ugly words wouldn’t solve the problem. “We had enough for two weeks, now we don’t. It’s just that simple.”
“So, get more.” All defiance, Eric flipped a hand at Lana. “You’re the one doing all the cooking. Maybe you got sloppy with it. For all we know you’re helping yourself when you stir the pot, and guard this kitchen like you’re fucking in charge.”
Max clamped a hand on Eric’s shoulder. “Careful.”
After knocking the hand away, Eric rounded on Max.
In Eric, Lana saw more than temper. It shocked her to see something approaching rage.
“What’re you going to do about it?” Eric lifted a hand. Little blue sparks snapped from his fingertips. “You want to try to push me around like you always did? Try it. Try it now and see what happens.”
“What the hell’s wrong with you?”
“Everybody’s just stressed out.” Allegra gripped Eric’s arm, tugged. “Come on, Eric, come on now. We’re all just penned in here and stressed out. Let’s go for a walk, okay? I really want to get out for a while.”
“Sure, babe.” Eric’s eyes held Max’s, gleaming with rage, even as he let Allegra pull him away. “Let’s get the hell out of here. Bunch of losers.”
Allegra threw an apologetic look over her shoulder, and walked Eric into the mudroom.
“Dude’s on something.” Eddie blew out a breath. “Wish I had some.”
“My parents wouldn’t have drugs in the house. We didn’t bring any.”
“Shaun’s right. I’m going to make some tea, okay?” Kim waited for Lana’s nod. “Poe’s body’s a temple, and we’d have known if Eric had anything. We were on the road for days.”
“It’s not drugs, not like you mean. It’s the power,” Max said. “He’s drunk on it. None of that was like him.”
“Maybe, maybe not. Sorry,” Kim added. “He’s your brother. But the fact is, Shaun screwed up, and he’s sorry.”
“I get scared at night. I hear things at night. And I stress eat. I didn’t mean to screw it up.”
“Well, you did,” Kim said flatly, “and you’ll have to make up for it. Eric screwed up—and if he did, Allegra knew and was probably part of it. But he doesn’t give a shit. That’s going to be a problem.”
“I’ll talk to Allegra.” Lana rubbed at her forehead. “I think I can talk to her. She seems to be able to calm him down, and he needs calming down.”
“He’s not handling the power,” Max said quietly. “He doesn’t know how, and that’s another problem. I’ll deal with it. But for now, we’ll deal with the immediate and go try to get the propane truck. And we’ll try to scavenge more supplies.”
“Just let me grab a shower—I’ve got it down to ninety seconds,” Poe added.
“We could use you,” Max admitted. “But … I think I’d feel easier if you were here while we’re gone.”
On a nod, Poe glanced toward the window. “I’ve got it.”
“I’ve got a wish list started upstairs.” Lana signaled Eddie before she slipped out of the room. She waited until she’d reached her bedroom, then eased the door shut.
“Something up?” Eddie asked her.
“Yes, actually. Would you do me a favor? If you see a drugstore, a pharmacy, we can always use more first-aid or medical supplies.”
“No sweat.”
“And I need … I need a pregnancy test.”
He did a comical hands-up, step-back. “Whoa.”
“Please don’t say anything to Max. I don’t want to say anything until I’m sure one way or the other.”
“Wow. Major. You feeling okay? You, like, ah, booting in the mornings?”
“No, it’s other things. I didn’t think about being late with everything going on. It just slipped by me until a couple days ago.” She picked up the list, handed it to him. “Once it did, other things occurred to me. But a test would really help, if you find one.”
“You got it. Ah, stick close to Poe and Kim, okay? They’re solid. You can tell. Shaun, he’s kind of a jerk, kind of a screwup. I’ve been one enough to know. But … I know Eric’s like your brother-in-law, but something’s just not right there.”