“No. It is growing, simply slower than before because of the depth of the initial hit. She didn’t get as much of the poison in me this time.”
Elena wanted to argue with him that he was wrong, that the poison wasn’t creeping over his body in a toxic wave, but she couldn’t. The stuff was determined to claw around his heart, eat him up.
“Amputation,” he said, “may be the best option.”
Elena’s entire self rebelled at the idea of Raphael being brutalized in such a way, but she nodded. As an archangel, he could heal an amputation—and this deadly poison would be out of him. “You’ll be crippled on the battlefield.”
“Yes.” A warrior’s acknowledgment. “We leave the rib cage infection, and remove the shoulder one. I can still fight with one arm and shoulder gone.”
Heart ice, she stared into his eyes; he was signing his death warrant. That patch on his rib cage would continue to eat away at him. And battling Lijuan as desperately as they were, meant he’d have no time or resources to fight back, heal. “Together,” she reminded him on a harsh whisper. “You take what you need.” Her body was a paltry battery at best, but she was still generating droplets of wildfire.
When she pressed her hand against a clear part of his chest, a pitifully thin crackle of wildfire tinged with an opalescence of midnight and dawn spread from her into him. Maybe she’d bought her archangel another thirty minutes.
He closed his hand over hers. “Together.”
Elena wanted to wrap her arms around him, hold on tight forever, but with the infection rampant in his body, she knew he wouldn’t permit it. So they simply stood there, exhausted, in love, and determined, until a voice entered their mind.
Aeclari.
Both she and Raphael turned toward the balcony doors. It was no surprise to see the Primary standing outside, framed by a Manhattan that had gone painfully dark against the night. Snow fell in soft flakes to lie against his hair, his shoulders, this being from the deep who now walked the world.
She and Raphael walked over together to open those doors, but when they gestured the Primary inside out of the cold, he shook his head. “It is time.” In his voice lived hundreds of others, all his brethren, including those whose bodies had been poisoned.
Elena’s spine stiffened.
Raphael went motionless. “I would not lose my Legion.”
“You need all of what we can give—what we carry for you, and the energy that makes us.” The Primary’s eyes, dark pupils against a rare silver-blue, held Raphael’s. “The power is needed—and it can do more than this Legion.” He shifted his gaze to the black patch on Raphael’s shoulder. “We are not meant to outlive our aeclari.”
Heat burned Elena’s eyes. When the Legion had first arrived, they’d been an eerie mass of gray. Beings so other that she couldn’t comprehend them. Now, they were her friends. Strange and old and childlike at once. They gave her potted plants, and flew with her sometimes for no reason but that they wanted to. They’d built a lush green home in the center of Manhattan, a home filled with life.
“Is the energy that makes you only of the body?” she whispered. “Once you . . . unravel, will your minds and memories be lost, too? Can you ever come back?”
The Primary angled his head to the side. “We do not know. We have never given that which makes us. We are of the earth, so perhaps we will grow again from the seeds of our energy left in the world. Or perhaps we will die a true death.”
Tears fell from her eyes. The Primary looked at her with a strange quietness. “We have never had tears shed for us.” His voice was hundreds at once in her mind, and she was okay with that today.
Stepping forward, she hugged him tight. His body was cool, and she felt no heartbeat, no breath. Yet the Legion were deeply alive in a way Lijuan would never be. “I promise to watch over your home until your return.”
His arms were hesitant but they came around her. “We may never return.” Not a cold denunciation but a quiet warning.
“I don’t believe that.” She couldn’t; her heart was already breaking. To think the Legion, unique and different and seven hundred and seventy-seven, would disappear forever from this world . . . She couldn’t bear it.
The Primary held her gaze when she drew back. “This is our purpose. We were created to be the right hand of the aeclari, to rise when darkness rises, and to fall when it is needed. We are content with our destiny. It is . . . honor.”
Raphael held out an arm in the way of warriors, and the Primary clasped it after another small pause. “You are my Legion and you will always be my Legion. As long as I exist, you are welcome in my territory, in whatever form you choose to take.”
“Sire.” The Primary inclined his head. “Consort, you must make contact with the sire.”
Wiping off her tears with one hand even though her nose was already stuffed up and more tears burned in her eyes, Elena curled her hand around Raphael’s uninfected upper arm.
The Primary placed his free hand over Raphael’s heart. Raphael. Elena. Aeclari. We give you what is yours. It was his voice and it was the Legion’s voice, so many differing notes in the words, so many differing personalities, until it was a wild song.
A single organism with many parts.
She heard the one who’d been so fascinated by the velvety stachys byzantina she’d had in her greenhouse that he’d lit up at being offered a seedling she’d grown for him. She heard the one who’d been trying out different hues of skin on the back of his hand, to see if he liked one better than being gray. She heard the one who always turned up on this balcony at night, to say good night. And others, so many others, each a specific memory in her mind.
Elena.
Aeclari.
Raphael.
Aeclari.
It is time.
They hovered beyond the balcony in endless rows of silent wings. You are in our memory. The aeclari of the Death Cascade. The aeclari who . . . loved us.
This isn’t good-bye, Elena said in reply. It’s only until the next time.
You will always be our Legion. Raphael’s voice came on the heels of hers, each word potent. Remember this place. Remember your home.
Elena. Aeclari. Raphael. Aeclari.
Thousands of whispers, building in a crescendo until Raphael gasped as a jolt passed from the Primary to him—and down into Elena. Her back bowed, her veins lit from within and the stormfire in her wings turned into an inferno, though she’d received only a tiny percentage of the power that had punched into Raphael. She recognized this power.
It was of blood and of darkness, a red storm.
The first time, she’d taken it to be a thing that wanted to control Raphael, but now she understood. Blood was life as much as the earth was life. It was power rooted in the basest elements, to be shaped by the bearer.
Above them, the snow-heavy sky began to turn blood red in an echo of the bloodstorm that had terrified her what felt like a lifetime ago. Golden lightning cracked that bloodstorm, and in the midst of it, she suddenly understood. Knowledge poured into her, the knowledge of millennia kept by the Legion.
Her brain wasn’t vast enough to comprehend even a single mortal lifetime’s worth, but it didn’t need to; it only needed to comprehend small fragments. Somehow, the Primary had made sure those fragments were at the forefront of what he gave to her and Raphael.
We show, the Legion whispered. We show. We show. Mirrors. Aeclari are mirrors. Aeclari are life. Aeclari are the channel. Aeclari . . . we love you.
The last was said in a tone of surprise, as if they had never loved in all their millennia of existence. Then the Legion were gone, their bodies collapsing into dust, as they did when they died in battle, only to rise again. But this time, though both she and Raphael waited, they didn’t rise.
Elena’s hand trembled against her mouth, a sob catching in her throat.
The Legion were gone.
So was the black poison on Raphael’s shoulder, his wing, and on his rib cage. His eyes glowed from within when he turned to her, his wings limned with light. Closing his arms and wings around her as she cried for the ancient beings who might’ve just erased themselves from existence, he said, “Your eyes are liquid silver and fire dances under your skin. Your wings are full of so much lightning, you burn.”
His voice was rough and she knew he, too, mourned. It’s suddenly too quiet in my head. The Legion had become a part of them, a murmur that was there without being intrusive.
Mine, too.
They held on to each other as the pain settled into their hearts and bones, a memory that would never fade.
When they parted at last, Elena glanced down at her arm, saw the golden lightning. It broke her skin in a river of molten gold, only for the wound to seal up again and a different one to open. “It’s like what happened to Illium.” Too much power thrusting into his body, power that had been meant for Raphael.
Raphael ran the fingers of one hand over her forearm. “Yet he would’ve died had I not taken it, while you hold it with ease.” He pulsed with the intensity of what was inside him.
“You don’t feel as you did in the bloodstorm. A little like it, but not the same.” Not as distant, as devoid of emotion.
Yet above them, the sky swirled a dark red that bathed Manhattan in a macabre light.
“It is a power that is cold and dark and deep.”
“Like the ocean where the Legion sleep.”
“Yes.” He shot a bolt of light into the bloodstorm clouds. The sky erupted with gold, drowning Manhattan in brilliance for a long moment. “A small exertion given the power inside me—and the display may cause Lijuan to hesitate.”
Since he was still glowing like a lightbulb, she saw his point. “Energy’s already started to turn into wildfire.” It was the only way his body could’ve fought the poison.
Raphael nodded. “But even were I glutted with wildfire, I fear it would not be enough.” His face was lines of pure beauty, an archangel at the apex of his power. “She has risen again and again after feeding.”