Thea nodded and headed into the kitchen, pulling out a bottle of water from the fridge. I noticed it wasn’t a no-name brand either. When I had left Thea in Dallas three years ago, everything in her pantry had been generic brand. Hell, most things in my pantry were the generic brand unless Lily insisted. Even when I bought organic stuff, if there was the generic label, that’s what I would get.
My sister handed me the bottle of water and just stood there.
I took it from her, unscrewing the lid and sucking down half before putting it back on. Glancing at the man to my side, I held the bottle out to him, just in case he really was thirsty. He was. He took it from me without hesitation and chugged the rest.
In any other circumstance, I would tell him that friends shared bottles of water, but… well, that wasn’t the time, and I wasn’t in the mood when my sister was being so strange.
“The cops came by and asked what was taken, made a list, and then they left,” Thea said, biting her lip every few words. “They didn’t take fingerprints or anything. They said they would talk to the property manager to look at the cameras, but I don’t know if they did.”
Exhaustion hit me right in the shoulders as I stood there, and I couldn’t help but glance around the rest of the apartment. There was a doorway right across that seemed to lead into some sort of hallway, and closer to where we were standing, there was a cracked door that showed like it had a half-bath, and another few doors that might have led to a pantry, maybe another bedroom, and I wasn’t sure what else.
But nothing seemed out of place.
The place was clean.
Too clean?
“What did they take?” I found myself asking my little sister.
Her hand went up to her face to wipe at her eyes again. “My laptop. Some clothes. Some jewelry.”
What jewelry did my sister have that was worth stealing?
“They went through my room and all my drawers and opened up everything in the kitchen, but I already set everything back where it was supposed to be,” she explained, shakily.
Oh. “Thea, I’m so sorry.” If she had been Lily, I would have hugged her, but it was my heart that wouldn’t let me raise my arms, and my brain that wouldn’t let me embarrass myself if she didn’t accept my comfort. Again. “What do you need help with?”
My little sister bit her lip again, shaking out her hands, and swallowing so hard I was sure her throat had to hurt. “I’m sorry, Luna. I don’t really need anything. I don’t even… I shouldn’t have even called you.” She swallowed again, and I couldn’t help feeling my eyes narrow. “I shouldn’t have asked you to come. I was just freaked out, and you were the first person I thought of to call. I’m fine.”
“You don’t have to apologize for asking me to come,” I told my sister. “I’d come if you just asked me to for the hell of it, Thea. You know that.” But….
Her hands flexed at her sides and she nodded, giving me a watery look. “I know, Luna, but I shouldn’t have asked you to. I just freaked out.”
None of this felt right. None of it. “It’s fine. You’re all right though, yeah?”
My younger sister nodded.
“Do you have rental insurance?”
She lifted a shoulder.
I pressed my lips together and ignored the growing ache in my chest. “What about your roommate? Did they take anything from her?”
Her “no” was the sharpest one she’d ever given me.
I held my breath. “Where is she?”
She did it. She scratched at her cheek. If I hadn’t known her as well as I had once upon a time, I wouldn’t have known that was her tell when she was full of BS. But she sounded pretty freaking convincing as she said, “She’s out. She’ll be back in a little while. She had to work tonight.”
Work? At midnight? With a place like this, she wasn’t exactly a waitress.
Thea lifted her hands and scrubbed at her eyes, putting me more on edge. “I’m sorry for making you drive all the way over here for nothing.”
It wasn’t that easy not to flinch.
“I’m fine. I know… I know it’s just stuff they took. I’ll find out if we have insurance that’ll cover it. The only thing I’m worried about is my laptop.”
Her laptop. For school. I tried to push down my disappointment in her lying—because I’d seen that scratch—and her regretting making me drive so far to come over… and told myself that I loved this person. I wanted the best for her even though she was making my chest hurt and it wasn’t the first time she had done so.
“How much is a laptop?” I managed to ask, clinging onto that thread of love like it was going to save me from falling off a cliff.
“You don’t have to do that, Luna. It’s fine. I can figure it out,” she said.
“But you need it for school. I can send you some money over—”
Thea shook her head sharply. “No, it’s fine, Luna. I’ve got it.”
She had it? How?
“I promise,” she insisted, just making me even warier. And hurt.
Okay. I forced my hands loose, forced myself to stay calm. To stay focused on that love inside of me. “What can I do then? What do you need?”
“I don’t need anything,” she said, but it felt more like a slice to my Achilles.
Beside me, Rip shifted and his voice was low as something touched my lower back briefly, so lightly I almost didn’t feel it. “I’ll wait in the car.”
I ignored the sandpaper-quality filling my throat, focusing on the woman in front of me. Because she was a woman. And for some reason I didn’t, and more than likely wouldn’t, understand, I told him, “You don’t have to. You can stay if you want.”
“Luna.” Thea’s voice went a little too soft. “I promise I’m fine. I’m sorry for wasting your time.”
She might be a liar, she might be hiding things from me for some reason, but I loved her. I did. “I’d do anything for you. You know that.”
“I know, but I really am sorry.” Her eyes slid to the side, the way they had plenty of times while she’d been younger. “My roommate will be here in a little bit, and I need to talk to her.” She rubbed at her eyes again, still averting them. “I have to be at work at eight tomorrow, and I’ll be there all day.”
“Okay.” I knew what she was trying to say. I knew it.
“We agreed not to let people stay over…,” she kept going.
There it was.
“I’m so glad you came. Only you would. You’re the best half-sister I could ever ask for.”
It was the half-sister that finally, finally made me flinch.
She had only called me that every once in a while, and only over the last five years. Before I had always been her sister. Her big sister. And now, now I was her half-sister.
“I wish I didn’t have to work tomorrow, but I need the money.”
She needed the money.
“I don’t know when I can come down again, but I’ll try to real soon.” My sister gave me a smile that fell flat, that sliced me again, this time straight across my stomach. “I miss you. I wanted to stay longer this last time, but I just couldn’t.”
All I could do was stand there.
With my heart feeling awfully close to breaking.
With a knot in my throat that seemed to be growing by the second.
I loved my sister. I genuinely loved Thea with everything in my heart. She had been the first person to be put into my life that had loved me back.
And she was, in few words, asking me to leave after I’d traveled almost four hours to come and see her.
My mouth watered and not for a good reason.
But I wouldn’t pitch a fit. I touched the LOVEYOU bracelet on my left wrist. I wouldn’t beg.
I just… nodded and gave her a smile that didn’t feel all that understanding, but I hoped it didn’t make her feel guilty either. She had just hurt me, but that didn’t mean I had to hurt her right back. What I couldn’t let go of right then was that freaking ache in me. I wasn’t going to give her a hard time for kicking me out.