“You gals just watch. Think you’re hot shit because they let you go to the academy, gave you a badge and a gun. Mark my word. They only let you climb high enough so it breaks your back when you fall.” She took a sip of her Tab. Her next words were addressed to Amanda. “You think your old man’s gonna win his case?”
Amanda said, “If you’re curious, you should ask him yourself.”
“I already got one black eye, thank you very much.” She put the Tab to her forehead. The can was cold. Sweat dripped down the sides. She glared at Amanda. “What’s your problem?”
“Nothing. I’m just starting to understand why your husband beats you.”
Evelyn gasped.
Roz glared at her. “That so?”
Amanda bit her tongue to stop the apology that wanted to come. She forced herself to stare the woman straight in the eye.
Roz gave a sharp laugh. “Ev’s right. You’re tougher than you look.” She drank from the can, wincing as the liquid went down. There were yellowed bruises around her neck. “Sorry about before. I’ve been having hot flashes all morning. Turns my bitch on.”
Amanda looked at Evelyn, who shrugged.
“The change. You’ll find out for yourselves soon enough.” Roz went inside the closet and started going through a stack of photos. “Shit. I left them in the kitchen.”
Amanda waited until she left the room. “Tell me what she’s talking about?”
“I think it’s something old Jewish women get.”
“Not that. Have you heard other people calling me that name? Wag?”
Evelyn had the grace not to look away. It was Amanda who couldn’t hold her gaze. She stared into the closet, the stacks of photographs showing gory scenes in sharp Kodachrome.
“Photos,” Amanda mumbled. Now it made sense. That’s why Evelyn had brought her here. “Roz was the crime scene photographer at Techwood yesterday.”
“The pictures are bad. Really bad. Jane—I mean Lucy—jumped from the top floor.”
“The roof,” Amanda provided. She had all the details from Butch’s report. “There’s an access ladder at the end of the hall. It goes up to a trapdoor in the roof. Lucy managed to bust off the padlock. Butch thinks she used a hammer. They found one on the floor at the bottom of the ladder. Lucy went to the roof and jumped.”
“Where would she get a hammer?”
“There weren’t any tools lying around the apartment,” Amanda remembered. “Maybe the repairmen used it for the broken skylight?”
“I suppose you’d need a hammer for that.” Evelyn sounded dubious. “Can a hammer bust a padlock?”
“Hammer?” Roz Levy was back. She held a manila envelope in her hand. “Those jackasses think she banged open the roof access with a hammer? Why not just jump out the window? She’s on the top floor. They think she’s so stoned she doesn’t take the easy way out?” She started to open the envelope, but stopped. Her eyes drilled into Amanda. “If you throw up on my carpet, you’re going to have to clean every inch. I don’t care if you have to use a toothpick.”
Amanda nodded, even as she felt a wave of nausea building. Her stomach was already sour. She dreaded to think what the beer would taste like coming back up.
“Are you sure?” Roz asked. “Because I’m not cleaning up after you. It’s bad enough I have to clean up after that jackass I married.”
Amanda nodded again, and the older woman pulled out the photographs. They were image side down.
Roz said, “A fall that high, you land on your feet, your intestines squirt out your ass like icing from a pastry bag.”
Amanda pressed her lips together.
“Your ears bleed. Your face rips off your skull like a mask. Your nose and mouth and eyes—”
“Oh, for goodness sakes.” Evelyn snatched the photos from Roz’s hand. She showed them to Amanda one by one. “Breathe through your mouth,” she coached. “Nice and easy. In and out.”
Amanda did just that, taking in gulps of stale air. She expected to faint. Honestly, she expected to end the afternoon on her hands and knees with a toothpick cleaning Roz Levy’s shag carpet. But neither of those things happened. The photos were unreal. What had happened to Lucy Bennett was too horrific for Amanda’s brain to accept that she was still looking at an actual human being.
Amanda took the photos from Evelyn. They were in vivid color, the flash so bright that every single detail was on display. The girl was fully clothed. The material of her red-checkered cotton shirt was stiff, glued to her skin. Her skirt was hanging down, the waistband broken. Amanda assumed this was subsequent to the fall, as was the girl’s missing left shoe.
She studied Lucy Bennett’s face. Roz had been right about a lot of things, but none more so than what jumping from a five-story building did to the skin on your skull. Lucy’s flesh looked to be dripping from the bone. Her eyes bulged from their sockets. Blood poured from every opening.
It looked fake, like something out of a horror movie.
Evelyn asked, “You okay?”
Amanda said, “Now I see why you thought this was Jane Delray.” Except for the bleached blonde hair, the Halloween mask of her face could’ve belonged to any girl walking the street. The track marks up her arms were the same. The open wounds on her feet. The red pricks along her inner thigh.
Evelyn said, “I wonder if she has family.”
Roz stated the obvious. “Everyone has family. Whether they admit it or not is an entirely different question.”
Amanda ran through the pictures again. There were only five of them. Three were of the girl’s face—left, right, center. One showed a close-up of her mangled body, probably taken from a ladder. The last was a more widely framed shot with the Coca-Cola building on the horizon. Lucy’s hand was turned out, her wrists exposed.
Amanda asked Roz, “Do you have any more photos?”
The older woman smiled. One of her upper teeth was missing. “Look at the bloodlust. Who would’ve guessed it?”
Amanda made her request more specific. “Do you have any close-ups of her wrists?”
“No. Why?”
“Does that look like a scar to you? There, along her wrist?” She showed Evelyn the photo.
Evelyn squinted, then shook her head. “I can’t tell. What are you getting at?”
“Jane had scars on her wrist.”
“I remember.” Evelyn studied the photo more carefully. “If this is Lucy Bennett, why would she have scars on her wrists like Jane Delray?”
“Whoring’s not exactly something to live for.” Still, Roz opened one of her desk drawers and found a magnifying glass. Each woman took turns holding the glass to the picture.
Finally, Evelyn said, “I still can’t tell. It looks like a scar, but maybe it’s the light?”
“That’s my fault.” Roz sounded uncharacteristically apologetic. “My flash was acting up and Landry was pushing me to hurry so he could clock in to his other job.”
Amanda supplied, “Butch didn’t say anything in his notes about scars.”
“That idiot wouldn’t.” Contrary to her words, Roz Levy seemed delighted. “All right, Wag. Time to see what you’re really made of.”