But it never came.
Kell had told her that White London was a throne taken—and held—by force, and that this type of ascension didn’t usually inspire loyalty. The guards here were clearly bound by magic, trapped under some kind of control spell. But that was the problem with forcing people to do things they didn’t want to do. You had to be so specific. They had no choice but to follow orders, but they probably weren’t inclined to go above and beyond them.
A slow smile drew across her lips.
Whatever order King Athos had given his guards, it didn’t seem to extend to her. Their empty eyes followed her as she moved down the hall as calmly as possible. As if she belonged there. As if she had not come to kill their queen. She wondered, as she moved past them, how many wanted her to succeed.
The halls in the red palace had been labyrinthine, but here there was a simple grid of lines and intersections, further proof that the castle had once been something like a church. One hall gave onto another before putting her out in front of the throne room, just as Kell had said it would.
But Kell had also said the hall would be empty.
And it was not.
A boy stood in front of the throne room door. He was younger than Lila, and thin in a wiry way, and unlike the guards with their empty eyes, his were dark and bruised and feverish. When he saw her coming, he drew his sword.
“Vösk,” he ordered.
Lila’s brow furrowed.
“Vösk,” he said again. “Ös reijkav vösk.”
“Hey, you,” she said curtly. “Move.”
The boy started speaking low and urgently in his own language. Lila shook her head and drew the knife with the brass knuckles from its sheath. “Get out of my way.”
Feeling she had made herself understood, Lila strode forward toward the door. But the boy lifted his sword, put himself squarely in her path, and said, “Vösk.”
“Look,” she snapped. “I have no idea what you’re saying.…”
The young guard looked around, exasperated.
“But I would strongly advise you to go and pretend this interaction never took place and—hey, what the bloody hell do you think you’re doing?”
The boy had shaken his head and muttered something under his breath, and then he brought his sword to his own arm, and began to cut.
“Hey,” Lila said again as the boy gritted his teeth and drew a second line, and then a third. “Stop that.”
She went to catch his wrist, but he stopped cutting the pattern and looked her in the eyes, and said, “Leave.”
For a moment, Lila thought she’d heard him wrong. And then she realized he was speaking English. When she looked down, she saw that he’d carved some kind of symbol into his skin.
“Leave,” he said again. “Now.”
“Get out of my way,” countered Lila.
“I can’t.”
“Boy—” she warned.
“I can’t,” he said again. “I have to guard the door.”
“Or what?” challenged Lila.
“There is no or what.” He pulled aside the collar of his shirt to show a mark, angry and black, scarred into his skin. “He ordered me to guard the door, so I must guard it.”
Lila frowned. The mark was different from Kell’s, but she understood what it must be: some kind of seal. “What happens if you step aside?” she asked.
“I can’t.”
“What happens if I cut you down?”
“I’ll die.”
He said both things with sad and equal certainty. What a mad world, thought Lila.
“What’s your name?” she asked.
“Beloc.”
“How old are you?”
“Old enough.” There was a proud tilt to his jaw, and a fire in his eyes she recognized. A defiance. But he was still young. Too young for this.
“I don’t want to hurt you, Beloc,” she said. “Don’t make me.”
“I wish I didn’t have to.”
He squared himself to her, holding his sword with both hands, his knuckles white. “You’ll have to go through me.”
Lila growled and gripped her knife.
“Please,” he added. “Please go through me.”
Lila gave him a long hard look. “How?” she said at last.
His brows went up in question.
“How do you want to die?” she clarified.
The fire in his eyes wavered for an instant, and then he recovered, and said, “Quickly.”
Lila nodded. She lifted her knife, and he lowered his sword just a fraction, just enough. And then he closed his eyes and began to whisper something to himself. Lila didn’t hesitate. She knew how to use a knife, how to wound, and how to kill. She closed the gap between them and drove the blade between Beloc’s ribs and up before he’d even finished his prayer. There were worse ways to go, but she still swore under her breath at Athos and Astrid and the whole forsaken city as she lowered the boy’s body to the floor.
She wiped her blade on the hem of her shirt and sheathed the knife as she stepped up to the waiting doors of the throne room. A circle of symbols was etched into the wood, twelve marks in all. She brought her hand to the dial, remembering Kell’s instructions.
“Think of it as a clockface,” he’d said, drawing the motion in the air. “One, seven, three, nine.” Now she drew it with her finger, touching the symbol at the first hour, then drawing her fingertip down and across the circle to the seventh, around and up to the three, and straight through the middle to the nine.