Endlessly

I NEED A LITTLE SPACE

I sighed, knocking my head against my knees in time to my heartbeat. He had to wake up again. He had to. I'd been sitting here next to him for the last fifteen hours straight, eating on the floor, not even daring to go to sleep myself in case he woke again and I missed it.

A light hand came down on my shoulder. "Evie, you need some rest."

I looked blearily at Arianna. "What if he wakes up?"

"I'll sit here with him. If he so much as flutters an eyelid, I'll come get you, okay?"

"I can sleep down here next to him."

"You know you won't be able to; besides, it's too noisy."

She had a point. Paranormals had been drifting in and out of the house. Vampires, werewolves, pretty much everyone that David knew through his underground organization had stopped by to offer help. The fact that it was night now actually increased traffic, due to the need for no sunlight and lots of secrecy. Besides David's friends, there were all the weird ones, like the dryad who I kept catching watching us through the window.

Then there was the dragon, whose strange high voice could be heard drifting through the trees, answered by the banshees singing phrases that made me want to throw myself off the nearest cliff, or dig a hole six feet under the ground and go to sleep not only for a few desperately needed hours but for forever.

Yeah. No rest to be had down here.

"Promise you'll come get me?"

She nodded and gave me a hand to stand up. I searched Lend's face for any hints that he was going to wake up soon, but still, always, there was nothing. Brushing my lips against his, I sighed and left the room, tromping up the stairs.

I'd barely gotten to the top when Arianna shouted. "Evie! Evie!"

I turned so fast I tripped, falling down the stairs and landing at the bottom in a bruised but happy heap. "Lend?"

"Evie?" he called, his voice still hoarse.

Laughing, I got up from the floor and ran around the corner into the family room.

Just in time to see his glamour drop back off as he collapsed again onto the couch.

"No!" I screamed, darting forward and grabbing his head in my hands. "Not again! Don't go back to sleep!"

I buried my face in his chest and curled his shirt in my fist. "Wake up, wake up, wake up."

I heard Arianna's soft steps shuffling away, but then she paused. "Evie, leave the room."

"What? Why? What if he wakes up again?"

"Just walk out of the room. Go to the kitchen or the stairs or somewhere."

"Ari, I-"

"Do it!" she snapped. Glaring at her, I wiped my eyes and stood up, walking into the kitchen and wondering why she'd lost her mind.

"Arianna, what on earth is going on?" Lend asked.

I turned and ran back into the room and Lend immediately dropped.

And so did my stomach and my heart. Oh, no. No, no, no. I looked at Arianna and she nodded. I turned and marched mechanically back into the kitchen.

Lend woke up again.

"Okay, this time we both keep our eyes closed," I shouted from the stairs. Squeezing mine shut, I put a hand on the wall and felt my way into the family room.

"No good," Arianna said. "He's asleep again."

"Bleep!" I screamed, opening my eyes and kicking the wall.

David put a sympathetic hand on my shoulder. "At least he's waking up at all," he said softly.

I tried to nod, but I couldn't. What good was a world in which Lend and I couldn't be in the same freaking room? If there was a wall between us he'd wake up, but as soon as there was physical proximity, bam, unconscious Lend.

Shoulders slumped, I walked back out of the room and sat heavily on the bottom stair in the foyer.

"Evie?" Lend called.

"Yup."

"Apparently that one didn't work."

"Nope."

At least we could talk to each other. I'd already explained what happened in the Faerie Realms, telling him the whole tale of how I got him back. He hadn't said much about what happened to him there, his voice catching every time he referred to the Dark Queen. I wished I could hold him and tell him it was okay now.

Problem was, if I was holding him, he couldn't hear me.

Other problem was, it really wasn't okay now.

"Did you eat or drink anything in Faerie?" I asked, rubbing my eyes in exhaustion.

"Again, no. Nothing. I knew the rules. I didn't touch a thing. I wasn't even conscious for long before...she...made me fall asleep. I guess I have a knack for annoying authority figures."

I snorted, remembering how crazy he made Raquel when he was locked up at the Center. Raquel, Raquel, where are you? She should have called me by now. I was really starting to worry. Why didn't I try to find her when I was in the Center?

Shaking my head, I wrapped my arms around myself. "Yeah, true. You excel at obnoxious. It's always been one of your most attractive qualities."

I wished I could see him smiling. I was sure he would be. My cell phone beeped with a new message. From Carlee, of course. "Found perfect winter formal dress 4 u. is $$$ mite have to sell ur kidney will b worth it. call me bratt we need to tlk colors & decorations." My finger hovered over the callback button, but I set the phone down sadly instead. No Winter Formal until I figured out how my boyfriend and I could actually be there together. Conscious.

I stood up with a sigh. "I'm going to go find Reth."

"What? Why?"

"He might know something about this. I think...I think she cursed you, Lend. Reth might know how she did it or how to fix it." Please, please let him know how to fix it. Talking to Lend through walls was not nearly good enough for me, and the idea that I'd never be able to see him awake face-to-face again made me...

I couldn't even think about it.

"Don't go alone," Lend said, his voice tight with concern.

"I'll take Jack."

"Oh, wonderful, take the other psychotic guy in your life to go find the first one."

I laughed and rolled my eyes, wishing I could run my fingers through his hair to mess it up. "Relax. They're both behaving. Sort of."

"Take Arianna."

"That means Jack stays with you."

There was a pause. "Fine. But don't forget what I'm sacrificing for you."

"You both realize I'm standing right here, don't you?" Jack asked, raising an eyebrow at me from where he leaned in the open doorway between the entry and the family room.

"We realize. We just don't care. I'll be back soon with answers, hopefully."

Arianna left the room and handed me a coat. I zipped it up and, avoiding the doorway to the family room, walked out the front door into the cloudy night.

"Any idea where to find the pretty creep?" Arianna asked.

"I was hoping he'd be down by the pond with the rest of the menagerie."

"Fair enough." We stepped off the porch and a deliciously warm hand took my own. I glared up at Reth.

"You needed me?"

"How did you know?" I narrowed my eyes suspiciously. Was he eavesdropping?

"You radiate need, my love. I can always feel it."

I sighed. "Can you fix my boyfriend?"

His smile lit up the dark night. "You really ought to know better than to ask a faerie for a favor by now."