F*ck Love Page 74
He sits. Like he’s been sitting there all along.
“Hello, Helena.”
“How did you find me?” I ask. He just smiles. “I saw you on the news,” I say. “Got yourself into a lot of trouble.”
“I blame you for that,” he says.
“Oh yeah?”
“You were the one. I could have changed, been better.”
“Just like a narcissist,” I say, “to blame someone else for their choices.”
He laughs.
“You can come with me now…”
I shake my head, though my heart is beating wildly. I almost did last time, didn’t I? Abandon everything and go with him.
He stands up to go, our reunion apparently over. The rocker creaks as it releases him and swings back angrily. He stops at the bottom of the steps that lead to the drive and turns around.
“Do you think they’ll catch me?” he asks.
I stand up and walk to the edge of the porch, wrapping an arm around one of the beams. I look down at him seriously.
“I think they need to.”
“You’re the only one who’s ever told me the truth,” he says, smiling. And then he leaves, the gravel sliding beneath his boots as he climbs back into the truck. “Goodbye, Helena.”
“Who was that?” Kit asks, coming to stand beside me. His hair is ruffled from his nap, and I reach up to smooth it. My heart clenches when I touch him. Every time. It was improbable, but he’s mine.
“That cult leader from the news I told you about. The one I almost ran away with.”
“Shit,” he says. “Should I get the gun?”
“Nah. He came to say something he needed to. Now he’s gone.”
“What did he say?”
“That I was the one.”
“I’m getting the gun.” Kit turns back to the house, but I grab his arm, laughing.
“I’m your one, Kit Isley.”
He leans down to kiss me, but his eyes are on the road where Muslim drove away. He’s not a jealous man, but he’s possessive.
“Do you think they’ll catch him?”
I think about Muslim's elusive, flowing personality. The way he can talk his way into or out of anything, and wrap my arms around Kit.
“No. But someone will.”
“It’s time to get married,” Kit says.
I push away from his chest and scrunch up my nose. “What the...?”
“You’re not dragging this out another year,” he tells me. “Not with that guy trying to recruit you. He’s like a cult leader pin up model.”
I lean back into his chest and close my eyes.
“You’re thinking about pulling out your box of socks,” he says, kissing the top of my head.
“I am. I believe there’s a match for each one and I’m going to find them.”
“All right, baby. I’m going to go cook some fish I caught with my own hands while you touch your socks.”
He disappears back into the house, but a minute later he sends me a text. It's a picture of our bed. Fuck, Love? It says underneath it. I laugh, and take a selfie because I am happy, and this is a weird night. Before I go inside I glance at the road one last time, wondering where Muslim will go from here. A lion on the prowl. I can hear a noise—something distant—a helicopter, maybe?
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