A Gathering of Shadows Page 103
“I am focusing,” said Lila, holding her hands on either side of the
“You’re not. Remember, magic is like the ocean.”
“Yeah, yeah,” grumbled Lila, “waves.”
“When waves go the same way,” he lectured, ignoring her commentary, “they build. When they collide, they cancel.”
“Right, so I want to build the wave—”
“No,” said Alucard. “Just let the power pass through you.”
Esa brushed against her. The Spire rocked slightly with the sea. Her arms ached from holding them aloft, a bead of oil in each palm. It was her first lesson, and she was already failing.
“You’re not trying.”
“Go to hell.”
“Don’t fight it. Don’t force it. Be an open door.”
“What happened to waves?” muttered Lila.
Alucard ignored her. “All elements are inherently connected,” he rambled on while she struggled to summon fire. “There’s no hard line between one and the next. Instead, they exist on a spectrum, bleeding into one another. It’s about finding which part of that spectrum pulls at you the strongest. Fire bleeds into air, which bleeds into water, which bleeds into earth, which bleeds into metal, which bleeds into bone.”
“And magic?”
He crinkled his brow, as if he didn’t understand. “Magic is in everything.”
Lila flexed her hands, focusing on the tension in her fingers, because she needed to focus on something. “Tyger Tyger, burning bright …” Nothing.
“You’re trying too hard.”
Lila let out an exasperated sound. “I thought I wasn’t trying hard enough!”
“It’s a balance. And your grip is too tight.”
“I’m not even touching it.”
“Of course you are. You’re just not using your hands. You’re exerting force. But force isn’t the same as will. You’re seizing a thing, when you need only cradle it. You’re trying to control the element. But it doesn’t work like that, not really. It’s more of a … conversation. Question and answer, call and response.”
“Wait, so is it waves, or doors, or conversations?”
“It can be anything you like.”
“You’re a wretched teacher.”
“I warned you. If you’re not up to it—”
“Shut up. I’m concentrating.”
“You can’t glare magic into happening.”
Lila took a steadying breath. She tried to focus on the way fire felt, imagined the heat against her palms, but that didn’t work, either. Instead she drew up the memories of Kell, of Holland, of the way the air changed when they did magic, the prickle, the pulse. She thought of holding the black stone, summoning its power, the vibration between her blood and bones and something else, something deeper. Something strange and impossible, and at the same time, utterly familiar.
Her fingertips began to burn, not with heat, but something stranger, something warm and cool, rough and smooth and alive.
Tyger Tyger, burning bright, she whispered silently, and an instant later, the fire came to life against her palms. She didn’t need to see what she’d done. She could feel it—not only the heat, but the power swimming beneath it.
Lila was officially a magician.
* * *
Lila was still trying to wrangle the fire into shape when Sar’s first ball of earth—it was basically a rock—slammed into her shoulder. The burst of light was sharp and fleeting as the plate broke. The pain lingered.
There was no time to react. Another mass came hurtling toward her, and Lila spun out of Sar’s line of attack, ducking behind a pillar an instant before the earth shattered against it, raining pebbles onto the arena floor. Thinking she had time before the next attack, Lila continued around the pillar, prepared to strike, and was caught in the chest by a spear of earth, crushing the central plate. The blow slammed her back into a boulder, and her spine struck the rock with brutal force, two more plates shattering as she gasped and fell to her hands and knees.
Four plates lost in a matter of seconds.
The Veskan made a chuckling sound, low and guttural, and before Lila could even get upright, let alone retaliate, another ball of earth struck her in the shin, cracking a fifth plate and sending her back to her knees.
Lila rolled to her feet, swearing viciously, the words lost beneath the cheers and chants and snapping pennants. A puddle of fire continued to burn on the oil-slicked ground. Lila shoved against it with her will, sending a river of flame toward Sar. It barely grazed the Veskan, the heat licking harmlessly against the armor. Lila cursed and dove behind a barrier.
The Veskan said something taunting, but Lila continued to hide.
Think, think, think.
She’d spent all day watching the matches, making note of the moves everyone made, the way they played. She’d scraped together secrets, the chinks in a player’s armor, the tells in their game.
And she’d learned one very important thing.
Everyone played by the rules. Well, as far as Lila could tell, there weren’t that many, aside from the obvious: no touching. But these competitors, they were like performers. They didn’t play dirty. They didn’t fight like it really mattered. Sure, they wanted to win, wanted to take the glory and the prize, but they didn’t fight like their lives were on the line. There was too much bravado, and too little fear. They moved with the confidence of knowing a bell would chime, a whistle would blow, the match would end, and they would still be safe.