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M y champards ringed me. Audric said, "Land mines are in place around the dais and the outer perimeter. I marked a pathway if we need to regroup. Champards, to arms."

I hadn't thought about a place to regroup but it was a dandy idea. I squatted behind a low pile of roof rubble, and steadied myself with a hand. Beneath my palm, beneath a layer of ash, I felt thin slate slabs, roof tiles, burned and fallen in. I turned one over, looking at it in mage-sight.

I couldn't use stone for conjuring if it had been open to the elements, and had unconsciously disregarded the stone of the old church, whose inside and outside walls were exposed and damaged by the Dark. But the church had been burned, then protected from the elements under a conjure. The rocks in this pile had gotten so hot, they'd burned free of wind and rain contaminants, and the shields had kept them that way. They were slime free. I looked around, reconsidering. There was plenty of stone and some of it glowed with pure creation energies. I bet Azazel hadn't thought about that. And when it dropped its conjures from the church, all the stone was going to be available to me.

I also once used the contaminated Trine. I banished the thought. No. Not again.

Feeling a bit more secure, I aimed at the damaged shield, tossed an anticonjure, and covered my head. The concussion threw me to my hip, and I rolled, catching myself on closed fists. I pushed up in the same instant, pulled swords, and raced toward the succubus, toward Jane Hilton. I opened with the dolphin, nicking its thighs and forcing it away from Rose, who rolled her head groggily. I cut Jane deeply. Screaming, she - no, it - began to bleed.

A conjure sparkled over and she raised her arms defensively, begging, "Stop! Stop!"

Human blood gushed and splattered. Human blood drenched Jane's pink dress. Pink! Shock roiled through me and I moved back, lowering my blades. This wasn't the succubus! I was killing a human. Seraph stones. I had attacked a human....

The scent of succubus rose all around and I heard Thadd groan with want. Thadd who had the seraph stone, but who couldn't fight because of his wing. If he was having mage-heat difficulty, the seraphs were in deep trouble. Audric urged him to fight, to stimulate battle-lust.

Eli danced up beside me and hit Jane with a blast of the holy oil he used in his gun. The scent of eucalyptus and conifers filled the air, mixing with succubus scent and her pitiful screams. When she was drenched, oil and blood mixing, he reset his weapon and said, "Throw one-a them exploding things at her. Let's see what she's got under that skin."

I started to argue, but he fired again. This time a flame shot out, hitting Lucas' lady love in her bleeding chest. The scream that followed was nothing like human; it cleared the conjure from my head. I tossed another anticonjure into the midst of the inferno. Jane exploded.

Or rather, the glamour of Jane exploded away and the queen rose up from the center of her, burning and raging, all claws and teeth. "There she is," Eli sang out, laughing, flamethrower to the side. "Miss America!"

The fear staying my hand, the fear of killing a human, was stripped away with the sight of the queen as her Big Bad Ugly self. Walking-stick blade held to the side, perpendicular to the ground, tanto low, at my thigh, I attacked. I cut, letting the weight of the longsword do the work. Flames zipped through the wounds, burning, leaving hideous gaping holes. The reek of succubus gagged me and I forced down the sour taste. I cut and cut, splattered by acidic blood, not human blood. Foul Darkness. My champards fought at my side, even Thadd, hounded into action by Audric.

To my right, I heard the prayers of the elders begin, "I will love thee, O LORD, my strength. The LORD is my rock, and my fortress, and my deliverer; my God, my strength, in whom I will trust; my buckler, and the horn of my salvation, and my high tower...."

Shocked, I danced back. They were quoting the Eighteenth Psalm, one I had particular fondness for, as it claimed victory over Darkness and called the Most High a rock. It was a psalm for stone mages, a specific and distinct sign of approval and support. I saluted them with the tanto and returned to the attack in the ugly forms of the crab. The sounds of battle were bright in the night. Battle-lust began to rise in me, my heart pounding, wounds forgotten.

An icy wind blew, circling through the broken walls and through the arched windows. The winter air was frigid, freezing the slime and blood pooled on the broken, burned floor into a slushy mess. Footing was precarious. Nearby, the seraphs were inches from the church floor.

I swung backhanded with the longsword and caught the blade in the queen's shoulder joint, jarring me to the spine, ripping me from battle-lust. I yanked to free it. The succubus clawed me, catching my chest and ripping aside the battle cloak, scoring my skin beneath in its claws. Three knives landed with hard thunks in the beast, distracting it from me.

I wished the champards had saved the big-ass gun. We could use it about now. I gave a final hard wrench. I felt a snap and I fell back, taking the hilt with me.

Beyond it, there was a three-inch length of steel and a cleanly broken blade. Shock and alarm shuddered through me, trailed by the pain of loss. I loved that sword.

I tucked the amuleted hilt into my dobok and pulled the kris, now holding only short blades. This wouldn't do. I resheathed it and lifted out the war ax, sliding my hand through the loop at the base before gripping the handle. Its head was smaller than a human's war ax, but with a wider flange at the cutting edge. I swung, finding its balance. I didn't like it. Not at all. Like I had a choice.

Tanto in one hand, ax in the other, I leaped back to the fighting. Rupert moved in on one side of me, watching me with tight eyes, fighting with his named blade. He knew where we were. He had recognized his death dream. "I won't," I said to him. "No matter what. I refuse."

The elders were chanting verse six: "...and my cry came before him, even into his ears. Then the earth shook and trembled; the foundations also of the hills moved and were shaken, because he was wroth."

The earth beneath our feet began to tremble. "Crap," Eli said, appearing at my elbow. "The big bad mojo is back."

"Thorn?" Rose said. Beneath the conjure of the Apache Tear, her mind touched mine, static-filled visions of horror, things she had seen. Things that had been done to her. I faltered.

Rupert, as if he knew what had happened, shouldered me back. "We've got it here. Take care of the girl."

I sheathed my blade and secured the ax, kneeling at Rose's side. I gathered her up, easing her from the cold church floor to a slab of blackened wood in the corner, under a patch of the roof that was protected from the wind. She was cold, shivering, and I pulled off my battle cloak, wrapping it around her. Rose was little more than skin and bones. Azazel and his minions may have kept her alive, but they hadn't fed her much. She was filthy, her hair in loose clumps, bald scalp beneath, her clothes rotted.

"You can be near me?" Rose whispered. "Without going crazy?"

"Yes." I tapped the Apache Tear hanging around my neck. "A conjure to keep my mind separate."

Rose's fingers brushed the Tear, and her touch overrode the conjure. I glimpsed a dark place, a cave, and a seraph face close above hers, a face I had seen before - Forcas, in his glamoured state. Too close. Too intimate. She shivered again and forced the vision away as she focused on me. We hadn't been together in ten years, since I was spirited away from Enclave for my own sanity's sake. We shared a moment of gladness, a burst of joy and relief that I - we - felt to our toes. Rose laughed softly and the laughter brought on a coughing spell.

I showed her where in the cloak pockets I kept bottled water, and opened one for her. "You haven't eaten in a while," I said. "Take it slow."

She took three sips, her throat working as if it hurt to drink. "How many weeks have I been gone?" she asked. At my blank look, she said, "I was taken on Monday the twelfth. What day is it? How long have I been prisoner?"

"Rose," I breathed. "Rose, you've been gone four years."

She held the bottle away in horror, her eyes, so like my own, wide. "Four years?" she whispered. She shook her head. Her gazed tightened on my cheek scars and my remade throat, glowing white in the night. She reached out and touched them, her fingertips cold as death.

"Yes," I said, my throat clogging.

Beneath the conjure that kept us separate and me sane, I felt her mind as it tried to grasp the concept. Her thoughts were muddy, disjointed, her pulse faster than my own and thready. "Did it find you?" she asked, her tone full of shame.

"Find me?"

"Forcas. It was looking for you. I never told it where you were. I swear."

I knew what the Darkness had done to her. I could see it in her mind. And if Forcas had been standing before me I would have killed it dead with my bare fists.

Rose stroked my jaw. "It's okay, Thorny. It's okay. I didn't get pregnant and bear a litter of...things. There was enough earth and life nearby for me to draw on to keep it away after that one time. I survived it. And I'll keep on surviving it."

"Why did it want us?" I asked, an answer I had waited for, for what seemed like forever.

"It said we had a weapon that could burn its master unto death. A great Prince of Darkness."

"Azaz?" I whispered, truncating the name so it would not be a true calling and bring the beast here.

"Yes," she breathed, her mind clearing more with the name.

"And if we could kill Azaz, then we could be used to kill seraphs of the Most High." I looked at my twin, pulled off a glove, and brushed away dried blood from her chin. She swallowed painfully and touched her neck where punctures still dribbled blood. "We could be a weapon to use against the High Host, if he could convert us." Rose closed her eyes and turned away. I wondered how close she had come to breaking. How close she still was.

"Azaz is free," I said, stroking her arm when she cringed. "And the only thing I learned about a weapon was about us. I think that we, together, are supposed to be the weapon."

The elders had reached the tenth verse and were speaking of God. Their sonorous voices incanted, "And he rode upon a cherub, and did fly: yea, he did fly upon the wings of the wind."

As if it had been called - which it had, called by scripture - the sky brightened, throwing a lavender brilliance into the church. Overhead, the wheels hovered, rotating like a gyroscope on its side, whirring softly. Over the gunwale leaned the cherub, her lion face staring down. I didn't think it an accident that the cherub chose to watch us with the mien of a man-eater.

Rose ducked her head, shading her eyes, her mouth parted. "What is that?"

"It's a cherub," I said, pulling on my battle glove. "And she's pretty pissed off at me."

"Thorn," she chided.

I chuckled. My twin would scold me for coarse language, even during a battle. "Rosie, that weapon Forcas was looking for? I think it's us. Mind to mind. And joined to seraphs."

Her lips parted, startled, making her look like a baby bird, hungry. "Oh," she said.

"I did it once, joined to a seraph's mind. Not its body," I said, reading her thoughts, "just its mind. And we were..." I took a breath at the remembered power. "We were almost invincible."

"Theoretically it's possible. In school - "

A concussive force threw us across the rubble. I rolled over Rosie, protecting her with my body, tucking her into a crevice of debris. Shaken, I spun on a knee to see that the seraphs had touched down. The conjures holding back time had blasted away. Azazel stood in the midst of the stunned seraphs. He was glowing with might, with intense seraphic power, shining with aqua-and peach-toned energies, a small sun of power. His sunrise-tinted wings half lifted, taut for battle, his eyes bright with aqua light and black sparks of might. He was dressed in battle armor - overlapping discs of aqua light, fine as scales. So much for any wound I had given him.

The six seraphs, dull by comparison to the sparkling Dark, attacked. Instantly Azazel threw lightning, blasting against the seraph shields and the walls of the church. The sound of battle was so loud it beat against my eardrums, a physical sensation.

Rose quivered, delight and horror on her face. "Seraphs. They're fighting each other. The EIH were right all along?" she asked, confusion growing.

I gripped her chin and jerked her gaze to me. "I don't know. But the beautiful one? That's a Dragon. A Darkness. Not a seraph."

"Forcas' Lord," she whispered, understanding. Helpless tears pooled in her eyes, spilling down her cheeks, washing clean trails through the accumulated filth. I pushed her behind a pile of rubble, burned pews and stained glass from the church windows, and stone from the walls. Stone I could use. Wood Rose could use. I placed a spar in her hand, turning her face to me, away from the battle. "Rose," I shouted over the screams and the sound of thunder, "you can fight. You're a gifted and well-trained mage. You can fight."

Her fingers clamped down on the wood, her eyes raking the pile of rubble. In an achingly familiar gesture, she dashed away the tears with a wrist. She took a calming breath, and I could hear her mind settle with the childhood chant, "Stone and fire, water and air, blood and kin prevail. Wings and shield, dagger and sword, blood and kin prevail."

My mind cleared with hers and, remembering the Apache Tear, I pressed it close. I loved my sister, but it was hard to think with her in my thoughts.

"Yes, it is," she said. And I chuckled again.

The elders were chanting, "Yea, he sent out his arrows, and scattered them; and he shot out lightnings, and discomfited them." From the elders emanated strange energies, the power of spiritual warfare. Not human, mage, or seraph. Something else entirely. The men were kneeling, facing a large shadow at the front of the church. The inner walls had burned away, revealing that a cross had once hung there. Now it was a cross-shaped scar on the stone.

Rose sat up and began to inspect the wood pile, her gaze intent, her skeletal fingers touching this piece of wood then that, pulling some to her, simply noting the positions of others. I stood and drew my ax, standing between her and Azazel, searching out my friends.