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T his town will not allow the heresy of the Earth Invasion Heretics to be spoken. We will remain pure, true to the Most High and his High Host," Elder Perkins shouted, his brown robe quivering along his body, both hands fisted.
"You don't speak for all the citizens of Mineral City," the small Cherokee woman said. "I say the EIH have every right to be heard. I'm the widow of Joseph Barefoot, who gave his life to save this misbegotten town."
"So you say," Perkins said. "We've seen no proof of his death."
"She saw him die." She pointed a finger at me. "Ask the town mage." It seemed the entire crowd sighed. So did I.
It was morning, after a night spent gathering the bodies of the fallen Darkness and burning them. A night putting out fires that still smoked. A night healing the wounded and finding makeshift homes for the dispossessed. A night spent in grief and what-might-have-beens. And guilt. And anger.
Cheran, his fancy suit in tatters, fought fires, devising incantations and making conjures to melt snow and to snuff flame. I needed to learn those, but I wasn't speaking to the flashy mage. He was working hard now, but he hadn't fought when Darkness attacked. Instead, he had hidden under a glamour, throwing knives from a distance, helping only when it was prudent. He had accused Audric of cowardice, and then had behaved like a coward himself. He hadn't acknowledged me once since the conflict. He avoided Audric like the plagues. His shame was a harsh burden.
It was an hour after dawn, and most of the townsfolk were gathered in the Central Baptist Church, the building used for town meetings, and the rare worship service when the crowd was too large for the newer kirk building or when the kirk was under repair. Everyone was exhausted, frightened, irritable, and looking for someone to blame. I had a feeling it would be me.
The meeting was being shown on SNN live, because the reporter/cameraman - woman, rather - had found a way to rig up something through one of the few satellite phones in town. The broadcast wouldn't be delayed until the satellite dish could be repaired, though devil-spawn had done a number on it. Mineral City and its third fight with Major Darkness this winter was breaking news. Lucky me.
"Thorn St. Croix, you are called to the dais," Elder Waldroup intoned.
Maybe Romona Benson would film me only from the rear. Or not at all, and just focus on the crowd. Maybe pigs could dance and horses could play the tuba. Maybe I'd grow wings and fly out of here. I heaved another breath, stood, and walked to the front of the old church.
At least I had found time to shower and change clothes. I wasn't speaking before the town splattered in blood, wearing pink jammies with hearts on them. I was in my clean black battle dobok and was fully armed. Had I been wearing the fighting uniform the night before, I wouldn't have been so badly injured, as the cloth was treated by mage masters to be impervious to the acid and ichor of the Dark, resistant to fire, and hardened to the cutting of claw and fang. Instead, I'd fought barefoot. In the snow. How dumb was that?
My feet ached and, like most of the audience, I had multiple bandages. I hadn't had enough amulets to heal my insignificant wounds when so many had been desperately injured. There were twenty-nine bodies; four townspeople were missing and presumed eaten; twelve others were grievously wounded, resting under seraphic healing domes in the fellowship room downstairs. The domes were thought to be mine. They weren't; they were Ciana's, but the town didn't know that and I wasn't telling.
Another twenty had minor wounds, and, when I ran out of both domes and healing amulets, I had forced Cheran to assist them. It had taken the threat of my sword through his testicles to make him comply, but he'd helped in the end. He didn't like humans and he wasn't a talented healer, but he was better than nothing.
Now, on no sleep, feet so sore it felt like I was walking on tacks, forearm and calf swathed in gauze, I was walking to the front of the room to address the town. Again. Seraph stones. The silent swear words made me smile. I actually owned a seraph stone.
The last time I had addressed the town, I had done so with all the flair of a mage storyteller. Now I made sure to dampen all my mage attributes as I climbed the seven steps to the dais, battle boots echoing in the silent church. My feet screamed with the torture and I felt a half-healed laceration break open. Great. More blood in my boots. Looking fully human, hurting, I turned slowly to face them.
Baldly, I said, "Joseph Barefoot and Tomas and Rickie Ernandez were EIH. Nazareth Durbarge was with the Administration of the ArchSeraph. Thaddeus Bartholomew is with Carolina law enforcement. Eli Walker is a miner with a claim in the mountains close by. They went with me to the hellhole on the Trine. Seven of us against the hordes beneath the mountain. We were outnumbered and outgunned." Every eye was riveted on me. So was the camera. "We went underground and fought the Darkness." The crowd gasped. No one, not even fools, went underground to meet the Dark.
"Inside the mountain, and later in front of the entrance, we fought a Darkness called Forcas. We won. But while we were fighting and dying, there was also a battle in the heavens. 'As above, so below,'" I said, quoting the adage theologians used to explain the unexplainable parallels between heaven and earth. "In the heavens, the chains drenched in Mole Man's blood, the chains that bound the Dragon, were weakened.
"We were injured and lost half our number. We could have given up and come back down the mountain. We could have done nothing; but that would have meant that you" - I looked across the room; it was packed to standing room only, people sitting in the aisles and lining the walls - "all of you, would have died to feed his release. He was so close to getting free."
Sudden tears filled my eyes and I batted them away, trying for composure, my throat tight, my hands gripping and regripping my swords for the comfort they brought. "Joseph and Durbarge went into the mouth of the hellhole carrying a weapon provided by, I don't know, maybe by the EIH. Maybe by the AAS. They died when they fired it."
I could see the men in my memory, stepping into the opening, bright forms against the yellowish energies radiating from the cave entrance. Tears overflowed and the crowd, a shadowy and sullen cluster of humanity, wavered in my vision. "They weren't sure they could stop it getting free, but they knew they could slow it down, and they did. The Dragon's escape was interrupted. I had hoped it would last for a long time. It didn't.
"Last night, I think it used the deaths of so many of us to take another step closer to freedom. And I think if it had gotten totally free, it would have destroyed the town and used our deaths to feed its hunger."
The crowd was silent. I took a composing breath and looked at Shamus and his brother sitting at the judgment table on the dais. They nodded for me to continue. For whatever reason, they had asked me to tell the town the whole bad news. A single bad dose, as if that would make it all go down easier. "You may as well know. The Darkness set off avalanches and cut communications. We're all trapped in this town, at its mercy, until spring thaw."
The crowd erupted. Yeah. That was pretty much how I felt about it all too. I held up a hand to quiet them. "We can't get away. There isn't time to evacuate the town by nightfall. You have to decide what you're going to do about the Dragon getting free. Fight or die." Having said my piece, I stepped to the edge of the dais.
"Why didn't you call for seraphs to save us last night?" a man's querulous voice called. "Some of us woulda died from its judgment, but the rest of us woulda lived, jist like last time."
I spotted the man, his face creased with hate and his own version of judgment. I didn't care if he liked me or not, but the question was a fair one. "Calling mage in dire is dangerous. When I called mage in dire during the last attack, we got lucky. The seraph put away its sword. But sometimes, when a seraph draws its weapon, every human within ten miles dies."
"Not the witchy-folk?" he asked, disbelieving. "You trying to say that mages don't die in judgment?" This was a dangerous question and it seemed calculated to feed the growing religious disharmony in the town. No way did I think he had come up with it on his own. He smoothed his black suit coat, darting a look once to the left. "Mages are better'n us?" I didn't follow his look but I would have bet the shop he was watching Elder Culpepper for approval.
Carefully, I said, "No. Not better. Some say that because we don't have souls we aren't worthy of the judgment of the Most High." Some say. Not all. In fact, not most. But I kept that to myself.
He pursed his lips. "So. Like the dogs and cats, chickens and goats, like the other animals, you live."
I couldn't keep the shock from my face and a low rumble of anger started in the old church. The camera was suddenly as big as a house, and I felt the focus tighten on me. "If you were trying to insult me, you succeeded," I said, abruptly too tired to care about cameras or the motives and intent of my enemies. I'd had enough, and I slowly descended two steps from the dais, speaking as my boots scuffed the worn boards. "But yes, that is what a lot of humans think. That mages are no better than dogs."
"Are the seraphs really members of the court of the creator of the universe?" another voice rang out. This one was clearly a member of the EIH.
I halted midway down. Before I spotted the speaker, another EIH voice called, "Are the things we call evil and good really only combatants in a war from another planet?"
"Blasphemy!" Elder Perkins bellowed.
"Tell us the truth! And not kirk lies," the first EIH man said angrily.
"This is an outrage!" a woman shouted. "Arrest the EIH!"
Men in rags stood quickly. All were heavily armed, scattered throughout the meetinghouse. They were positioned so they could cover the crowd without getting caught in a crossfire. Not a good sign. The elders stood as well, and the black-clad orthodox. Voices were raised, and someone cursed. A struggle broke out in the back of the room. Mothers pushed younger children to the floor. It was escalating. Fast.
Romona Benson moved the camera from person to person in the crowd, filming.
"Thorn," a soft voice said, "you have to stop this." I met Elder Jasper's stare from three rows back. I noticed that Jasper had washed the blood off his face, then I saw that he was armed to the teeth. Tears of Taharial. A spurt of adrenaline raced through me.
My champards swiftly ringed around me at the foot of the dais. All three of them. It seemed I had gained a new protector. Eli was armed for bear. Or for fighting his kindred. He leveled a deadly looking matte-black gun at the crowd. Jasper was right. Only I could stop it. If it could be stopped.
I threw open my cloak to reveal the black dobok beneath, and the amulets of my office. I gripped the visa and drew on it. "Stop!" Amplified by the visa, the word rang in the tall-ceilinged room. Yelling real loud was about the only thing I had learned to do with it. That and ask it for advice in diplomatic situations. Avoiding civil war seemed to have been left out of its library, however, as it was oddly silent. Releasing some of my pent-up anger, I shouted, "Stop!" A window shattered; children covered their ears. But the crowd went still, fearful eyes on me.
"Sit down," I snarled; then, softer, "All of you." The visa throbbed in my hand, insistent, and I added, gently, "Please." The near-mob slowly settled, all but the EIH, until Eli tilted his head a fraction. It could have been a coincidence that the operatives sat as one, but I doubted it.
I looked out over the crowd, the tears that had gathered gone, my eyes hot and painful in their aftermath. I had their attention. Now what? I drew on the visa for advice, my hand holding the four-inch-diameter pink tourmaline ring. Family, community, history, it suggested. Well, duh. I had that one figured out already.
"This town has fought in the war against Darkness for over a century. You have stood together, friends and neighbors, on the battlefield, when many others fled in fear." I saw some heads nod. People were settling into their seats, their weapons disappeared from sight. I nudged Audric, and he sheathed his sword. The two humans followed his lead. But they didn't sit down. Good. They could be a shield in front of me and hide my shaking knees from the camera.
"One hundred years ago, when the Darkness seemed to be defeated, when the rest of the world began to divide into religious factions, when the rest of humanity turned on itself, this town met together instead. In this very building." I let my voice mellow into a soft rhythm as I spoke. Mage storytelling cant. And if most of what I said was true, so much the better. As some Pre-Ap person had said, spin is everything.
"Your ancestors - Christian, both Protestant and the one Catholic family, Jewish, and the Cherokee - sat down together and worked out a system of kirk services that was fair to all. They built a new building that had no Pre-Ap religious symbols, and yet had room for all of them." I looked across the crowd, assessing. "It wasn't easy. But they did it. And they didn't fight among themselves. You never have fought against each other, from the very beginning."
That part wasn't the complete truth about the town history, but at least no one had died while the discussions took place, so it wasn't a total lie either. "In the kirk, you all meet, at different times and days, to worship in the forms you adhere to, all in one building, the kirk, the symbol of peace, just as the seraphs instituted in the rest of the world. What the seraphs had to impose on others, you figured out for yourselves." More heads bobbed as the history of Mineral City and their ancestors took place of pride.
"You had only just settled the matter of kirk when the battle of the Trine took place. I don't have to tell you about that struggle. You teach it in grade school. Your children learn of the heroism of their ancestors and the sacrifice of Benaiah Stanhope, the Mole Man. You know your own history, your own bravery and self-reliance. That conflict, fighting alongside the seraphs, a battle fought without army troops, without air support, without high-tech weapons, but fought with faith and sacrifice, was the turning point of the war on the North American coast. Your ancestors were peaceful people who did what had to be done.
"Now the orthodox are trying to convert the progressives and the reformed. The progressives and reformed are trying to shut out the orthodox. The three Christian groups are at odds because of styles of dress, because of the foods you eat and the clothes you wear. You're dividing over the inconsequential." Heads were nodding throughout the old church building now, a few looked abashed, some were defiant. I noted who they were, and wasn't surprised to find them mostly orthodox, the religious group who had stood up against me in the past. Tears of Taharial. What do I have to do for them to like me? Die? Not a happy thought.
"Neighbors have begun to turn away, to refuse to speak when they pass on the street." They refused to speak to me too, but I didn't add that. I was learning to keep my mouth shut. "The Cherokee have withdrawn to the nearby hills to practice their religion, and that saddens me, because they too have a place to worship in kirk."
Because I was getting ready to tread on quicksand, theologically speaking, I took hold of an amulet that contained a shield big enough to protect my champards and me. It seemed every time I came in here I was prepared for fighting. I centered myself, ready for an outburst at best, violence at worst. "Are seraphs and the High Host really the spiritual beings, the angels, depicted in the ancient scriptures? Is the Darkness really the devils who fought against them in the heavens? Were they really defeated on a spiritual plane and cast to Earth? Or are they invaders?" Dozens of shocked exclamations sounded as I said aloud what the EIH believed. The heresy. But I had timed it right. "I really don't know. None of us does." No one screamed or jumped up and down or started civil war. No one shot at me. That was the best part.
I let a smidgen of my neomage attributes shine through my skin. Mage showmanship. "My stepdaughter assures me that I have to have faith. Mages who have no souls. Have faith," I said, making a small sad joke. A ripple of amusement followed. And pity. Good. Pity me rather than fear me. It might keep me alive a day or two longer.
"The Most High offers us no power, no help in times of trouble, save the use of his leftover creation power, which is there for the taking. Only seraphs, upon occasion, provide us power to draw upon, just as the seraph Mutuol allows us to call on him for exorcism of demons from the innocent."
I considered the assembled. "Maybe the seraphs are ready to allow humans to question where they come from. We've seen some evidence of change this winter. Maybe they're ready to be asked when the Most High will show his face. They've allowed other changes over the last hundred years. TV. Pre-Ap music." I smiled. "Rock and roll." The crowd laughed softly.
"But history tells us one thing absolutely. No matter who the seraphs are, they will not allow violence" - I paused - "between us. Between humans and mages. Nor between humans and humans in the name of religion." I set my face in stern lines. "They. Will. Not." I let my skin glow a bit, a roseate hue. My scars shone, the one at my throat bright as the face of the moon.
Slowly, I drew my longsword from its walking-stick scabbard. In my other hand, I drew my tanto, its blade the blue glow of a Minor Flame. I held it up so the entire town could see the blue glow of the High Host. "During the fight last night, seven Minor Flames came to help us. I didn't call them," I said before the question could be asked. I didn't volunteer who did. "But they came. They fought beside us. With us. And one, of its own free will, joined to this blade and helped to kill dragonets.
"With the seven Flames, we of this town once again slowed and stopped the Major Darkness that was fighting free of its bonds. A Dragon that appeared in the form of a whirlwind. It vanished but it isn't defeated; it's just delayed. It will be completely free soon, and then it will come this way, to this town. You know that." I sheathed the longsword with a scritch of sound and lowered the tanto to my side as the crowd stirred uneasily at my words.
Obligingly, Audric and Rupert stepped away a bit. Rupert was moving with noticeable stiffness. His back had been partially repaired, but he should be in bed. I hoped he didn't pass out before we got out of here.
"We can't get out of the mountains in time, not without seraphic help or a lot of government helicopters," I said. "We're trapped."
"Fat chance the government will help us," a voice shouted from the rear of the room. "The tax base here isn't big enough for them to bother." More laughter ensued.
I said, "A couple of satellite phones and some old Pre-Ap ham radios are the only way we can reach the outside world. I understand that the army has been called, but they can send only one small group of special forces, and none before night falls tomorrow. We're on our own. We need all of our warriors, the orthodox, the Jews, the reformed, the progressives, the Cherokee, and the EIH. Like your ancestors, we have to put aside matters of dogma and religious doctrine. We have to bury the mounting hatred. We have to pull together, all of us. Or we will fall prey and dinner to that thing on the Trine." Finally, I saw some speculation on faces, a wisp of what could have been shame. And a growing alarm.
"Will you prove yourselves to be the equal of your ancestors and fight together? Or will you prove they were an anomaly? Will you fight? Or will you hide?" I stepped between my champards and down to the floor as the human congregation craned around to see. "Whatever you do, do it together. As one. As your ancestors did. Make them proud."
A knobby hand reached out to me, veins blue and knotted, skin delicate and bruised. "Will you lead us?" a fragile old woman asked, holding me with watery eyes.
Shock zinged through me. Blow it out Gabriel's horn. Me? I managed to keep from giggling hysterically at the thought. "No. I'm not a general."
Jasper stood in the crowd and called out, "We have to ask who among us has such training. I believe that we will find such a person here in this room. Today." He walked to the dais and climbed two steps as I moved down the aisle toward the front doors. "After all," Jasper continued, raising his voice, "hasn't time proved that the Most High puts his people where he will, ready for his hand? People of faith have always found what was needed when the attack of Darkness was imminent. And yes, people of faith includes our town mage."
Shock rippled through me. Tears gathered again.
Our town mage. A person of faith. As Ciana might have said, how cool is that?
As the doors closed behind us, I had a glimpse of Eli, who had stayed behind. He slipped into an aisle seat beside an EIH fighter and an elder who was a leader of the progressives. Interesting. I heard Romona Benson say softly into her mike, "Who is this mage who speaks of faith, who fights alongside humans and seraphs, who carries a blade anointed by a member of the High Host? And when will the Most High show his face to the world? Will we ever see him?"
Wrath of angels, I thought with a spurt of real fear. Romona was questioning the Most High. The last reporter to do that on air had been struck down with a deadly aneurysm.
Another quandary came to mind. I was going to be famous. Tears and blood. Royally ticked off about that, I followed my champards into the winter morning. The doors to the old church closed behind us with a resounding thud.
Midway down the long steps, Rupert stumbled. A mind-skim flashed on as a gust of wind blew in my face and I scented human blood. I reached out. Audric caught Rupert before he tumbled to the street.