Kingdom of Ash Page 207
Human and Fae and witch and Wolf—Yrene had never seen such an assortment of people in one place.
Elide had come in at some point, glowing despite the injured around them.
Yrene supposed they all wore that same smile. Though her own had faltered in the past hour, as exhaustion settled in. She’d been forced to rest after dealing with Erawan, and had waited until her well of power had refilled only just enough to begin working again.
She couldn’t sit still. Not when she saw the thing that lay beneath Erawan’s skin every time she closed her eyes. Forever gone, yes, but … she wondered when she’d forget him. The dark, oily feel of him. Hours ago, she hadn’t been able to tell if the retching that ensued was from the memory of him or the babe in her womb.
“You should find that husband of yours and go to bed,” Hafiza said, hobbling over and frowning. “When was the last time you slept?”
Yrene lifted her head—heavier than it had been minutes ago. “The last time you did, I’d wager.” Two days ago.
Hafiza clicked her tongue. “Slaying a dark lord, healing the wounded … It’s a wonder you’re not unconscious right now, Yrene.”
Yrene was about to be, but the disapproval in Hafiza’s voice steeled her spine. “I can work.”
“I’m ordering you to find that dashing husband of yours and go to sleep. On behalf of the child in your womb.”
Och. When the Healer on High put it like that …
Yrene groaned as she stood. “You’re merciless.”
Hafiza just patted her shoulder. “Good healers know when to rest. Exhaustion makes for sloppy decisions. And sloppy decisions—”
“Cost lives,” Yrene finished. She lifted her eyes toward the vaulted ceiling high, high above. “You never stop teaching, do you?”
Hafiza’s mouth cracked into a grin. “This is life, Yrene. We never stop learning. Even at my age.”
Yrene had long suspected that love of learning was what had kept the Healer on High young at heart all these years. She just smiled back at her mentor.
But Hafiza’s eyes softened. Grew contemplative. “We will remain for as long as we are needed—until the khagan’s soldiers can be transported home. We’ll leave some behind to tend for any remaining wounded, but in a few weeks, we will go.”
Yrene’s throat tightened. “I know.”
“And you,” Hafiza went on, taking her hand, “will not return with us.”
Her eyes burned, but Yrene whispered, “No, I won’t.”
Hafiza squeezed Yrene’s fingers, her hand warm. Strong as steel. “I shall have to find myself a new heir apparent, then.”
“I’m sorry,” she whispered.
“Whatever for?” Hafiza chuckled. “You have found love, and happiness, Yrene. There is nothing more that I could ever wish for you.”
Yrene wiped away the tear that slipped out. “I just—I don’t want you to think I wasted your time—”
Hafiza crowed with laughter. “Wasted my time? Yrene Towers—Yrene Westfall.” The ancient woman cupped Yrene’s face with her strong, ancient hands. “You have saved us all.” Yrene closed her eyes as Hafiza pressed a kiss to her brow. A blessing and a farewell.
“You will stay in these lands,” Hafiza said, her smile unwavering. “But even with the ocean dividing us, we will remain linked here.” She touched her chest, right over her heart. “And no matter the years, you will forever have a place at the Torre. Always.”
Yrene put a shaking hand over her own heart and nodded.
Hafiza squeezed her shoulder and made to walk back to her patients.
But Yrene said, “What if—”
Hafiza turned, brows rising. “Yes?”
Yrene swallowed. “What if, once I have settled in Adarlan, and had this babe … When the time is right, what if I established my own Torre here?”
Hafiza cocked her head, as if listening to the cadence of the statement while it echoed into her heart. “A Torre Cesme in the North.”
Yrene went on, “In Adarlan. In Rifthold. A new Torre to replenish what Erawan destroyed. To teach the children who might not realize they have the gift, and those who will be born with it.” Because many of the Fae streaming in from the battlefield were descendants of the healers who had gifted the Torre women with their powers—long ago. Perhaps they would wish to help again.
Hafiza smiled anew. “I like that idea very much, Yrene Westfall.”
With that, the Healer on High walked back into the fray of healing and pain.
But Yrene remained standing there, a hand drifting to the slight swelling in her belly.
And she smiled—broad and unfalteringly—at the future that opened before her, bright as the oncoming dawn.
Sunrise was near, yet Manon could not sleep. Had not bothered to find a place to rest, not while the Crochans and Ironteeth remained injured, and she had not yet finished her count of how many had survived the battle. The war.
There was an empty space inside her where twelve souls had once burned fiercely.
Perhaps that was why she had not found her bed, not even when she knew Dorian had likely procured sleeping arrangements. Why she still lingered in the aerie, Abraxos dozing beside her, and stared out at the silent battlefield.
When the bodies were cleared, when the snows melted, when the spring came, would a blasted bit of earth linger on the plain before the city? Would it forever remain as such, a marker of where they fell?
“We have a final count,” Bronwen said behind her, and Manon found the Crochan and Glennis emerging from the tower stairwell, Petrah at their heels.
Manon braced herself for it as she waved a hand in silent request.
Bad. But not as bad as it could have been.
When Manon opened her eyes, the three of them only stared at her. Ironteeth and Crochan, standing together in peace. As allies.
“We’ll collect the dead tomorrow,” Manon said, her voice low. “And burn them at moonrise.” As both Crochans and Ironteeth did. A full moon tomorrow—the Mother’s Womb. A good moon to be burned. To be returned to the Three-Faced Goddess, and reborn within that womb.
“And after that?” Petrah asked. “What then?”
Manon looked from Petrah to Glennis and Bronwen. “What should you like to do?”
Glennis said softly, “Go home.”
Manon swallowed. “You and the Crochans may leave whenever you—”
“To the Wastes,” Glennis said. “Together.”
Manon and Petrah swapped a glance. Petrah said, “We cannot.”
Bronwen’s lips curved upward. “You can.”
Manon blinked. And blinked again as Bronwen extended a fist toward Manon and opened it.
Inside lay a pale purple flower, small as Manon’s thumbnail. Beautiful and delicate.
“A bastion of Crochans just made it here—a bit late, but they heard the call and came. All the way from the Wastes.”
Manon stared and stared at that purple flower.
“They brought this with them. From the plain before the Witch-City.”
The barren, bloodied plain. The land that had yielded no flowers, no life beyond grass and moss and—
Manon’s sight blurred, and Glennis took her hand, guiding it toward Bronwen’s before the witch tipped the flower into Manon’s palm. “Only together can it be undone,” Glennis whispered. “Be the bridge. Be the light.”