Not possible.

As that week passed, it became evident that things were most certainly not under control. Jack stayed in town, but I was busy on set most of the week, as we raced to get as much shot as we could so the show could premiere in the summer instead of the fall. The scenes were stacking up, and while it was going by fast, I took time each day to sit and think about how far I’d come. I was really enjoying the work—the actual work that went into putting a show together like this. Working closely with the other actors, developing a shorthand with the cast and the crew, bringing this character to life, and watching as the others did as well.

And as I worked, Jack played. Sure he spent his days on the set filming, but he spent his nights out on the town. And then his days sleeping it off. He was young, and this town laid itself out for him. Clubs were packed to capacity on the nights he was in attendance, and the photographers were out in full force. After his accident, he didn’t drive himself much, now employing Bryan on a much more full-time basis. Which worked out well for him: he could party even harder. Paparazzi swarmed him when he arrived and when he left, and industrious amateur photographers inside the clubs with camera phones sold shots to magazines of him sitting in VIP section after VIP section. And always with Adam right next to him.

I had to give it to the guy, Adam was smart. After his star threatened to forever be tarnished by his past behavior, appearing with Jack so often around town had him back on the rise.

Late one night, I was awoken from a sound sleep by the sound of glass breaking and loud male laughter. Startled, I sat up straight, tingles all along the back of my neck as my hand groped for my phone, ready to call the police. But before I could even get there, the bedroom door swung open and there he was, my Brit. And he was . . . laughing?

“Grace, love, I’m so sorry. We broke your, oh man—” He doubled over with laughter.

“What the hell?” I asked, drawing the sheet closer around me as I blinked back sleep. Now that I was awake, my emotions changed to something closer to anger.

“Broke your buggery bowl. You know the one you keep our mail in? Adam tripped coming through the door and—Oh no, you’re mad!”

He laughed again, sputtering as he crossed to the bed and sat down heavily next to me. The stink of whiskey was all around, and I couldn’t believe what I was seeing.

“Adam? You brought Adam here?” I hissed, drawing the sheet around me even more tightly and looking around him to the hallway.

“Sorry, love, yes. He was taking me home and needed a piss. I couldn’t very well let him out on the side of the road, could I?” He reached for me as I moved out of his grip.

“Where’s Bryan?” I seethed.

“Night off. Besides, I told you, Adam drove me home. Hmm . . . you’re mad, aren’t you?” He finally succeeded in taking my hand and pulling me toward him.

“You’re kidding, right?”

He wrapped himself around me and tried to snuggle me down onto the bed. He lay back against the pillows, sighing as I unscrambled myself out of his arms.

“Jack, seriously, is he still here? Jack? Dammit.” I pushed at him as he settled into the pillows, his breaths getting deeper. “Wake up, Jack.” I nudged him again.

He was passed out cold. Son of a bitch. I heard the tinkle of broken pottery in the other room. I slid into my robe and made my way out to see our guest.

“Hey, Grace. Sorry about the mess. If you have a broom, I’ll clean that right up.”

Adam Kasen stood in the entryway, broken bowl at his feet and shit-eating grin on his handsome face.

“Thanks. I’ve got it,” I replied, walking past him into the kitchen. He followed me.

“I’m really sorry about that. It was dark when we came in and—”

“What are you doing?” I asked quietly as I grabbed the broom.

“Trying to clean this up?”

“That’s not what I meant.”

He looked at me shrewdly. “You don’t like me much, do you?” he asked after a beat, his head cocked to the side.

“I don’t know you.”

He grinned.

Hit him with the broom!

We stood across from each other, silent. The air was full.

“I’ll see myself out,” he finally said, backing away toward the door.

“Watch yourself,” I added, nodding to the pile of broken pottery on the floor.

“I’ll buy you another,” he said, his hand on the door.

“Yes, you will.”

He grinned once more.

Ram him with the end of the broom handle!

After he left, I cleaned up his mess and got into bed with Jack, who was still passed out.

Still think you should have whacked him upside the head with the broom . . .

The next morning I had an early call, but not so early that I didn’t wake up our fair Mr. Hamilton. He moaned and groaned as I pulled his covers down.

“Gracie, please, it’s too early. Covers, covers!” he griped, inching his way down the bed and trying to burrow back under.

“I know. Sucks to be woken up so suddenly, doesn’t it?” I smiled, perching at the end of the bed with a cup of coffee. He sniffed the air.

“That smells good. Bring me a cup?” he asked, still inching lower on the bed.

“Man, you’re really asking for it, aren’t you?” I lifted an eyebrow and the duvet farther out of his reach. He opened one eye, then the other. Confusion flooded into his face.

“What’s going on?”

“I’d like to ask you the same question.”

He rubbed his face, stretching. He inched again, and I held fast to the covers.

“I broke something last night, didn’t I?”

“Yep.”

“And you’re angry, right?”

“Yep.”

“Any chance we can talk about this later?”

“Jack . . .” I sighed and let the covers drop. I walked back into the bathroom, then heard him shuffling after me. He appeared in the doorway, in a duvet burrito.

“I’m sorry about the bowl, Grace. I’ll buy us a new one.”

“Oh no, you don’t have to. Your good friend Adam already said he’d take care of it.”

“Are you really this upset about a bowl?”

“Are you really so thick that you think I’d be this upset about a bowl?”

“Heh-heh, you said thick.”

I whirled on him, pointing with my eyeliner. “Don’t be charming. I have no patience for it right now. I’m trying to be understanding, really I am. But getting so drunk you pass out and leave that guy in our living room? Not okay with that.”

“You don’t like Adam. Just say it.”

“Oh, I’ll say it. I. Don’t. Like. Him. At all. But what I really don’t like is being woken up in the middle of the night by you, wasted out of your mind, acting like an ass!” I poked him in the chest, leaving a charcoal smudge. I started brushing my hair angrily, as he rubbed at the spot.

“Okay, so this isn’t about the bowl?”

I had to hang on very tight to the hairbrush to stop me from throwing it at him. I closed my eyes, trying to calm down before the yelling began. I felt his hands on my shoulders.

“Hey, Crazy. I’m sorry. I know it’s not about the bowl. I was just blowing off some steam last night. I’ll make sure it doesn’t happen again, okay?” he said softly, holding open his arms and the duvet. I let him fold me in.

“I just worry. I worry about you.” I sighed. He smelled like a club, but underneath it all was that Hamilton s’more smell that won me over every time. “I’m allowed to worry, right?”

“Of course, if there were something to worry about. But there’s not, I promise. I’m just having some fun,” he soothed, his strong arms around me, enveloping me. “And Adam’s a good guy. You just have to get to know him. He’s a little intense, but he’s cool. Maybe we’ll have him over, spend some time with him. You know better than anyone that just because it’s in a magazine doesn’t mean it’s true.”

I bit my tongue. I literally bit it.

Ow . . .

“Maybe you’re right. Maybe it’s a good idea if I spend some time with him. I’d like to talk to him about a few things,” I began, thinking this over. If Jack was going to be spending as much time with Adam on this new film as it looked like, I should know him better.

“How about we have dinner with him before Holly’s party this weekend?” Jack offered, and I bit my tongue again.

Okay, seriously, stop it.

“Sure, we can do that. But no more middle-of-the-night shenanigans.”

“The only one I’m shenaniganing in the middle of the night is you.”

“Pfft. Right now I’ve got to get to the studio. I should be home early tonight. Stay in with me?”

“Sounds great, love. Just you and me.” He dropped a kiss on my forehead and shuffled back to bed. He was sound asleep again within moments.

When I left the house a little later, I noticed a tan sedan following me very closely. I turned, he turned. Dammit.

I swear I had a tan sedan tailing me all week long, but I never saw a camera, and no shots showed up in the press anywhere. I let Bryan know, and he was looking into it. Was I being paranoid? Maybe, but I was being careful.

And speaking of being careful, I was carefully remaining in my seat while I watched Adam go bananas on a poor waitress that Saturday night.

“I said medium rare. Medium rare! Does that look medium rare to you? It’s practically gray!” he sniped as she hurried his steak away, apologizing the entire time. I liked my steak cooked a certain way too, but there was a way to do this without being a—

“ . . dick. She was all over my dick from the second I walked into the club,” Adam drawled, settling back against the booth after the steak incident.

Jack, Adam, and I were at a very fancy restaurant, trying to get through dinner so we could get to Holly’s party. Scratch that, I was trying to get through dinner. Jack and Adam were having the time of their life. I know couples don’t always have the same friends, and that’s okay, usually. But for the life of me, I couldn’t figure out how Jack couldn’t see that this guy was a—

“ . . dick! She called me a dick. Can you believe that? Guess who doesn’t work for that production company anymore,” he finished.

One more story for me to file away under my Never Have Dinner with This Dick Again heading. I watched Jack, sitting across from this guy, this recently fallen star. I realized I was seeing something new on Jack’s face, something I hadn’t really seen before. It wasn’t quite envy; it wasn’t quite admiration. What was it? Whatever it was, it was enough to keep him from seeing that Adam was really a dick.

“Trent! Hey, Trent!” Adam called, almost yelling across the restaurant to someone who had just walked in. I hid my face behind my bread pudding—

BREAD PUDDING?

I hid my face behind my fresh fruit cup and rolled my eyes at Adam’s table manners, counting the minutes until we could escape this small quiet dinner for three.

Thankfully Adam left the table to go say hello to Trent, and I breathed a sigh of relief.

“That bad?” Jack asked, his hand sneaking under the table to take a spot slightly higher than my knee.

“How could you tell?”

“Really? You think I can’t tell when you’re irritated? Your lip pouts out and you get this little crinkle at the end of your nose and—”

“Five more, George. Five more.”

“I said crinkle, not wrinkle. Crinkle!” He laughed, sliding his hand farther up the inside of my leg.

I patted it and sent it back toward my knee, a safer zone. “Wrinkle, crinkle, all the same thing. Besides, you want these five, believe me.” I winked and saw the green begin to darken. Oh boy.

“Oh no, I want them, but just so you know, I know you’re deflecting.” He leaned closer to me and let his hand move north again. Damn, he was good. I picked up his hand and moved it once more, then picked up my butter knife and made a gesture toward something else below the tablecloth.

“I’m not deflecting. I just . . . I don’t get it! I don’t see why this person is now essential. He’s an ass, Jack. A real ass,” I explained, not hiding my disdain any longer.

He sighed and brought both hands up under his chin to rest. “Look, I know he can be a little direct—”

“Direct? That’s a word for it.”

“But he’s really a good guy. I like working with him. He knows the town; he knows the business. Just lighten up, okay?”

I nodded and noticed Adam coming back to the table. This conversation needed to end. For now.

“Sorry about that. I haven’t seen that guy since we wrapped Motion Sickness,” Adam explained, snapping, actually snapping, for the waitress. She would be getting a big fat tip from me tonight. And speaking of tip, Jack was ready to go. He’d gotten antsy all of a sudden, looking around the room, slouching lower in his chair.

“Where? Who did you see?” I asked quietly, leaning back in my chair and making sure I wasn’t too close to Jack.

This wasn’t exactly the kind of place we normally went to, but Adam picked the restaurant. It was high-profile, frequented by industry people and hangers-on alike; it was young Hollywood, and it was risky. Jack and I drove separately, and he came in through the back entrance. It was high-profile enough that it had a private entrance in the rear for celebrities to enter and exit discreetly. Which was the opposite of what this evening was becoming.

“Four o’clock, camera phones. Those two women have been staring for the past few minutes. Plus that guy at the bar looks familiar. I’ve seen him recently,” he muttered, deliberately not looking at the location he just gave me.