Steel Princess Page 8
Both of them wear Elites jackets like Ronan as if they dropped here right after practice.
Neither of them meets my eyes. Instead, their entire attention is on Knox.
Despite Cole’s nonchalant expression, they appear kind of intimidating.
I ignore them and face Knox. “They’re not my friends.”
They’re Aiden’s friends. When it comes to choosing sides, the knight and rook always protect their king.
The thought of having the three of them turn on me makes my chest hurt more than I like to admit.
“I don’t mind making enemies.” Knox takes another bite and chews leisurely. “Let me know if you have any trouble with them.”
“No, Knox. You don’t want to make enemies with the four horsemen in RES. They’re kings here.”
I’m sounding just like Kim on my first day in RES.
If I ran away at that time, would I still end up like this?
I inwardly shake my head. It’s worthless to think about what-ifs when all is said and done.
Besides, Aiden would’ve found me sooner or later no matter how much I hid or ran.
“It’s cool,” Knox says.
“What do you mean?”
“I didn’t come to this school in search of glory.”
“Could’ve fooled me with this morning’s introduction.”
“Well, it doesn’t hurt to be accepted.” He grins. “But seriously, it’s fine if I don’t. RES is only a stop on my way to Cambridge.”
My jaw nearly drops to the floor. “Mine, too.”
“You’re going to Cambridge?”
I nod several times.
He offers me a scone and takes a bite of his own. “I knew we had things in common.”
It feels kind of warm to meet someone who’s using RES as much as I am to get to our dream university.
“There you are.”
My smile drops and a tremor shoots down my spine and straight to my chest.
No matter how much I try to erase his voice from my memory, it’s still engraved deep within like a curse.
I can recognise that slight huskiness at the end and the deep tenor even with the music.
Aiden wraps an arm around my waist from behind and pulls me to his side.
He might as well have wrapped a noose around my throat.
My lower lip trembles with frustration as I stare up at him. Just like in the classroom, he appears calm. Nonchalant, even.
He’s wearing dark jeans and a grey T-shirt that brings out the colour of his eyes. Like the other horsemen, he’s also wearing Elites royal blue jacket with the Lion-Shield-Crown logo on the pocket.
It’s almost like he’s making a statement.
No. Not ‘almost’ like. He’s certainly making a statement. Aiden’s moves are always calculated to a T.
That doesn’t mean he gets to touch me so casually as if nothing happened.
I bite my lower lip to stop the profanities from spilling. Instead, I elbow his side. He doesn’t even budge. It’s as if he doesn’t feel — or if he does, then he doesn’t care.
“Van Doren, right?” Aiden smiles and offers his hand. “Aiden King. It’s nice to meet you.”
What the…?
Is Aiden shaking hands with Knox right now? I think I heard him say that it’s nice to meet Knox.
No. He couldn’t have figured out my plan.
I meant to throw him off by coming with Knox. Instead, I’m the one thrown completely out of my element.
Knox shakes Aiden’s hand with a smile. “Same. It’s kind of hard not to hear about you around here.”
“Hmm.” Aiden’s smile doesn’t falter, if anything, it widens. “Then you must’ve heard that Elsa is mine.”
My eyes widen. “I’m not —”
“I don’t react well to anyone who threatens what’s mine.” Aiden cuts me off. “If you understand that, welcome to RES.”
“I told you that I’m not —” Words die in my throat when Aiden’s lips slam to mine.
He grabs my jaw with harsh fingers and squeezes hard. He’s trying to make me open my mouth.
I keep my lips in a thin line and claw at his chest with my nails.
It’s like he feels nothing. Not even when I scratch his collarbone.
His other hand wraps around my nape, imprisoning me. He brings me flush against his hard chest, crushing my hands and my resistance.
It’s his way to tell me that I can’t resist him. That, if he wants, he can kill any of my attempts.
I’m like a wave, no matter how high or wild I get, I’ll always crush against the unmovable rock at the shore.
Because that rock?
That rock is where waves like me go to die.
When I still don’t open, Aiden bites my lower lip so hard, I’m surprised no blood comes out.
A whimper escapes my throat, but I keep my mouth sealed shut.
A part of my body melts, wishing for friction. For something.
Anything.
But that part is a fucking idiot.
That part is why I’m in a losing battle against the damn rock.
I attempt pushing him away, but he has me under his perfect control as he ravages my mouth.
The kiss is a punishment as much as it’s a claim.
It’s a brute force and bruising without an ounce of tenderness.
Not that Aiden does tenderness, but he used to at least deceive me before.
He used to try being gentle.
The mask dropped and he’s showing his true colours now.
He’s playing the real game.
But it takes two armies to go to battle.
I bite his lip back the hardest I can. A metallic taste explodes on my tongue.
Aiden stops for a moment as if he’s taken aback. I seize the chance and shove him away.
Blood oozes on the side of his mouth, and I try not to get caught in the sight.
I made him bleed.
I made Aiden King bleed.
I can still feel the metallic taste on my tongue and stuck between my lips and teeth.
That itch to wash my hands overwhelms me out of nowhere. It takes everything in me not to bolt out of here.
If I do, Aiden would think I’m running away from him and I promised I’d never do that anymore.
He wipes the slight injury with his thumb slowly then stares at it as if it’s a wonder.
Or a curse.
“You and I are over, King,” I announce loud enough for everyone in our surroundings to hear. “Stop being a clingy, annoying ex.”
A few gasps erupt around us.
While he’s still watching the blood on his thumb, I hit my shoulder against his and walk out with my head held high.
7
Elsa
Kim and Knox find me outside running down the street from Ronan’s house. They decide to call it a night, too.
I’m thankful Kim doesn’t ask questions and just stays by my side in the back seat as Knox drives us home.
Once I’m in front of my house, Kim switches places to the passenger seat and rolls the window down. “Are you sure you don’t want me to stay the night? We can watch some cheesy rom-com?”
“Kir needs you more than me.”
She winces, then smothers it with a smile. “Text me?”
“You bet.” I bend to meet Knox’s gaze. “Thanks for everything, Knox, and I’m sorry.”