One Plus One Page 35
‘So what are you going to do?’
Jess looked into the back seat, at Tanzie, who snored gently. She shrugged. She couldn’t say the words.
Mr Nicholls suddenly caught sight of Nicky’s face. He stared, as if seeing it for the first time.
‘Yeah. That’s another story.’
‘You have a lot of stories.’ He turned back in his seat and looked straight ahead at the men on the corner.
Jess couldn’t work out if he was deep in thought or if he was just waiting for her to get out of the car. ‘Thanks. For the lift. It was kind of you.’
‘Yeah, well, I owe you one. I’m pretty sure it was you who got me home from the pub the other night. I woke up on my sofa with my car safely in the pub car park and the world’s most malevolent hangover.’ He paused. ‘I also have a vague memory of being an arsehole. Possibly for the second time.’
‘It’s fine,’ she said, as blood rushed to her ears. ‘Really.’
Nicky had opened the car door. The cool air made Tanzie stir. She rubbed her eyes and blinked at Jess. Then she gazed slowly around her at the car, the last hour re-registering on her face. ‘Does this mean we’re not going?’
Jess gathered up the bags at her feet. This was not a conversation to have in front of an audience. ‘Let’s go inside, Tanze. It’s late.’
‘Does this mean we’re not going to Scotland?’
She smiled awkwardly at Mr Nicholls. ‘Thanks again.’ She hauled her bags out onto the pavement. The air was surprisingly chill. Nicky stood outside the gate, waiting.
Tanzie’s voice crackled with sudden knowledge. ‘Does this mean I don’t get to go to St Anne’s?’
She tried to smile. ‘Let’s not talk about it now, sweetie.’
‘But what are we going to do?’ said Nicky.
‘Not now, Nicky. Let’s just get indoors.’
‘You now owe the police five grand. How are we going to get to Scotland?’
‘Kids? Please? Can we just go indoors?’
With a groan, Norman heaved himself off the back seat and ambled out of the car.
‘You didn’t say we’ll sort something out.’ Tanzie’s voice was panicked. ‘You always say we’ll sort something out.’
‘We’ll sort something out,’ Jess said, dragging the duvets out of the boot.
‘That’s not the voice you use when we’re really going to sort something out.’ Tanzie began to cry.
It was so unexpected, that at first Jess could do nothing but stand there in shock. ‘Take these.’ She thrust the duvets at Nicky, and leant her upper half into the car, trying to manoeuvre Tanzie out. ‘Tanzie … sweetheart. Come out. It’s late. We’ll talk about this.’
‘Talk about me not going to St Anne’s?’
Mr Nicholls was staring at his steering-wheel, like this was all too much for him. Jess began apologizing under her breath. ‘She’s tired,’ she said, trying to put her arm around her daughter. Tanzie shifted away. ‘I’m so sorry.’
It was at that point Mr Nicholls’s phone rang.
‘Gemma,’ he said wearily, as if he’d been expecting it. She could hear an angry buzzing, as if a wasp had been trapped in the receiver.
‘I know,’ he said quietly.
‘I just want to go to St Anne’s,’ Tanzie cried. Her glasses had fallen off – Jess hadn’t had time to take her to the optician to fix them – and she covered her eyes with her hands. ‘Please let me go. Please, Mum. I’ll be really good. Just let me go there.’
‘Sssh.’ A lump rose in Jess’s throat. Tanzie never begged for anything. She just wasn’t made that way. ‘Tanze …’ On the pavement, Nicky turned away, as if he couldn’t watch it.
Mr Nicholls said something into his phone that she couldn’t make out. Tanzie had begun to sob. She was a dead weight. It was as if she was refusing to leave the car.
‘Come on, sweetheart,’ Jess said, tugging at her.
She had braced herself against the door. ‘Please, Mum. Please. Please. I’ll be really good.’
‘Tanzie, you cannot stay in the car.’
‘Please …’
‘Out. C’mon, baby.’
‘I’ll drive you,’ Mr Nicholls said.
Jess’s head bumped against the door frame. ‘What?’
‘I’ll drive you to Scotland.’ He had put down his phone and was staring at his steering-wheel. ‘Turns out I’ve got to go to Northumberland. Scotland’s not that much further. I’ll drop you there.’
Everyone fell silent. At the end of the street there was a burst of laughter and a car door slammed. Jess straightened her ponytail, which had gone askew. ‘Look, it’s really nice of you to offer but we can’t accept a lift from you.’
‘Yeah,’ said Nicky, leaning forward. ‘Yeah, we can, Jess.’ He glanced at Tanzie. ‘Really. We can.’
‘But we don’t even know you. I can’t ask you to –’
Mr Nicholls didn’t look at her. ‘It’s just a lift. It’s really not a big deal.’
Tanzie sniffed and rubbed at her nose. ‘Please? Mum?’
Jess looked at her, and at Nicky’s bruised face, then back at Mr Nicholls. She had never wanted to sprint from a car so badly. ‘I can’t offer you anything,’ she said, and her voice emerged with a weird break in the middle. ‘Anything at all.’