“Because you’re just standing here filling everyone’s cups like a fucking bartender, that’s why.”

It’s on the tip of my tongue to squeak out a loud, I am not!

My lips part to protest, but the words won’t come out because…my god, he’s right—I have been standing here filling cups. I don’t even know for how long. How did that happen? It’s kind of like holding a door for someone at the store. You do it for one person then more come, and before you know it, you’re stuck standing there.

I wasn’t doing it on purpose, and this guy?

He noticed.

I glance around, wondering if anyone else did too.

Shit. How embarrassing.

“Why do you keep coming back if you’re just going to stand here all night?”

“What do you mean, keep coming back?”

“Last weekend you did the same thing—walked over to the keg and stood there.”

“I did?”

“Yes.”

Who the hell is this guy?

“How do you know? Were you watching me?”

His broad shoulders shrug—no, not broad. Mammoth. Wide. Expansive. All better words to describe the width of this guy’s amazing upper body.

I avert my curious gaze.

This guy is freaking huge, his intelligent, intense gaze following mine across the room curiously when they land on some guy with shocking red hair near the kitchen wearing a bright blue polo shirt. “You like Jasper Winters?”

“Who?” My palms are sweating, making the cup in my hand slippery. “I don’t even know him.”

He rolls his eyes. “Do you want to know him—like, biblically?”

“What? No! Jeez, all I did was look in his direction. Would you stop?” What is with this dude? I try to steer the conversation. “And how do you know I was standing by the keg last weekend?”

Those bright, caramel colored brown eyes bore into me. Roll. “I saw you.”

It’s my turn to roll my eyes. “Well no shit. But why?”

“I was holding up the wall over there, and it was hard not to notice when you didn’t move the entire night. You know”—he tips his cup in my direction—“kind of like you’re doing right now.” He finally lets the hose from the keg drop to the floor. “There. Now you’re officially off duty—let them pour their own fucking beer.”

His voice has a timbre so low, my cheeks flush to the point I’m tempted to cool them with the palms of my hands. It’s deep and masculine and—

“Rule one: if you’re going to date one of these guys, you can’t be a pussy.”

I’m sorry, did he just say…the P word?

Now I’m blushing for an entirely different reason. He could have chosen any other word in the dictionary but that one. Wuss. Chicken. Wimp.

But no. He went with pussy and made my cheeks flush so fast I can feel the blood flow hit my face.

“Excuse me?”

“Don’t be a pussy,” he repeats casually, taking a deep chug of the beer inside his red cup.

“I…I… Who says I want to date one of”—my hands flail through the air helplessly as I choke on the rest of my words—“these guys?”

He takes another chug. Another swallow.

Raises a thick brow. “Don’t you?”

My hands smooth down the front pleats of my yellow skirt and when I look up, I notice his eyes tracking my fingers.

“No! I mean, not these guys specifically.” And not just any guy. A gentleman—someone smart, who can make me laugh and have a good time. Someone on a career track so I—we—never have to struggle financially—like my Mom always had to after my dad walked out on her. Us.

Someone—

“Uh…hello?”

He says it in that tone you reserve for your idiot friends who can’t take a hint or don’t have a clue.

Nice.

Our eyes connect when I look up. He’s so tall I have to stretch my neck and tilt my head back to meet his gaze.

This guy. How do I describe him?

Crude. He’s already said pussy twice, and the set of his lips is sarcastic, even if no words are coming out of them at the moment.

He’s a giant, taller than anyone else in the room—or anyone I’ve ever met for that matter. Six three? Six five?

Definitely too hairy.

My eyes rake down his chest—his shirt is actually nice, looks expensive, despite the droplets of beer soaking in beneath the logo on his right pec. His hair is dirty blond and long, pulled up into a topknot—much like the one I wear when I’m in a rush and have no time to do my hair, only his is messier.

He has a mustache and beard too—not one of those neatly groomed, manscaped ones that are so trendy right now.

No.

His is…unkempt, untrimmed, burly. Kind of pre-mountain man meets college hobo meets mass murderer in training. I’ve never seen a beard like this on a college kid. Once, in high school, there was this wrestler with one, a big, burly, farm kid who gave zero shits about what anyone thought. He did what he wanted, including sporting a beard, which I don’t think was allowed. He looked older than most of the faculty.

The thought makes me smile. Shit, what was his name…Mitch? Darren?

“Hi.” His deep voice snaps me out of my perusal. “My eyes are up here.”

Somewhere is a mouth—one I faintly detect. Somewhere, I want to sass, shadowed by one of the most ridiculous mustaches I’ve ever seen on a grown man. Can barely tell if his lips are tipped into a smile or in a straight, serious line. It’s impossible to be sure if he’s joking or not.

I lift my chin and study him. Unwavering eyes. Purposeful gaze, unflinching. Straight brows.

Oh.

Crap, he isn’t kidding—I think it’s seriously bothering him that I’m checking out his body.

“I’m sorry. I wasn’t staring.” I mean, I was, but not to be rude. Merely curious.

What was his original point? Pussy—god, that word—and something about rules and dating and the guys in this place?

Beards.

Jesus, my eyes are straying again and I swear I’m not doing it on purpose—there is just too much to see. His large brown eyes, the bushy brows. The man bun, the beard.

This guy is so freaking…

Hairy.

And intense.

I give my head a physical shake. “I’m sorry, what were you saying?”

He expels a loud sigh. “We were talking about how if you’re going to date one of the guys here, you can’t be such a goddamn pussy.”

“No we weren’t. I never said anything about dating guys here—you did.”

He snorts then takes a drag from the cup in his hand. “Please. Everyone wants to date the guys around here.”

“Rugby players?” I scoff, disguising my snort with a cough. “I don’t think so.”

“Rugby players isn’t what I meant—I meant athletes at this school in general.” He lifts a leg, propping his massive booted foot on top of the metal keg. “But what’s wrong with rugby players?”

“Nothing!” I don’t want to offend him, it’s just… “Nothing is wrong with them, but I don’t think they’re any girl’s first choice in the hierarchy.”

That sounded so rude, the candor surprising me, and I clamp a hand over my lips to shut myself up.

I shouldn’t have any more beer.

“Well even if that’s not the case, you are without a doubt the worst jersey chaser I’ve ever seen—and I’ve seen shit tons of them come through these parties. You’re terrible.”

“Did you just call me a…a…” I can’t even get the words out.

“Jersey chaser? Yeah. You didn’t hear me stutter, did you?”

“What would make you say that?” I’m one second away from clutching a hand to my chest at the indignation of it all.

“Dude, you’ve been here two weekends in a row, chatting up everyone and standing next to the keg—that’s prime real estate. That’s where all the guys congregate.”

Is it? I guess I hadn’t noticed.